I am so looking forward for this wk lesson, I really thank God for giving me the strength to stand up once more after a failed relationship, but I still thankful for the one I loved. It is really how God's show His grace in my life that help me tide through this situation in times. I also feel my love capacity increase after last wk svc.

This wk svc was also great as Rev Phil share about giving thanks, praise and worship to God who deserve our adoration. I really feel recharge being the same old me, actively involve in church and cg. I hope this turning point will help me through all difficulties faced in life. I also wish to work out my r/s with ppl ard me, to reconnect and build lasting r/s.

So once again, I would like to thank God for all the things He had done and provided for me, I praise him for making who I am today, I will also worship Him forever for my rest of my life. This is the vow I made 13 yr ago and I will continue to hold strong and press on to finish this race.

As Pastor unfold the scripture and shared the word, those words hit me right into my faces, telling me not to doubt but keep on believing and hoping. I was challenged once again to feel love and experience the feeling once again. I was totally heartbroken when the worship song was being played. I felt the tangible presence of God surround me and healed me of all the sadness in me, the bitterness in me, the anger and hatred that arise over the past few months. It was as if all things had fall apart but God's word stand strong in my life at that instant moment of truth that set me free from the bondage.

The final word from pastor was to find the one who led you to Christ, and give the person a hug and thanks him/ her. But it happen that my CGL wasn't ard and those close CGL frens that I used to mingle with is also no ard. But God is truly good, he send me a long ago CG member to give me a slight nudge, yet the truly amazing one is that from the corner of my eye, I saw a familiar face which was the one that I was constantly reaching out during my CG days 2 yr ago. I quickly ran over to give him a hug and my heart was in a state of transformation and healing. God is truly good to me to remind me, my first love for Him, my partner, my frens, also the leaders that impacted my life.

I rmb after the svc, I really send out some msg to my loved one to thanks them for what they have done to me. Even to the one who I failed to keep up the promise, I also send msg to apologize. I was amazed at the peace that set in me after that. In fact, I even able to forgive s1 who I actually dun wish to talk to, and build the r/s again.

I really wan to thank God for the restoration, pastor for the sharing of the word.

I am now the newborn just like the very first time I am in love with God and the ppl ard me again. Without love, all thing become of no meaning, no sense,yet with love, all things become a wonderful display of Faith, Hope, Love!!!

God please heal my broken soul...