1Sam 20:17 And Jonathan caused David to swear again, because he loved him: for he loved him as he loved his own soul.
1Sam 20:41 [And] as soon as the lad was gone, David arose out of [a place] toward the south, and fell on his face to the ground, and bowed himself three times: and they kissed one another, and wept one with another, until David exceeded.
1Sam 20:42 And Jonathan said to David, Go in peace, forasmuch as we have sworn both of us in the name of the LORD, saying, The LORD be between me and thee, and between my seed and thy seed for ever. And he arose and departed: and Jonathan went into the city.
2Sam 1:26 I (King David) am distressed for thee, my brother Jonathan: very pleasant hast thou been unto me: thy love to me was wonderful, passing the love of women.What more can be stronger than the words passing the love of women.....
This is the love of a man towards another man which is divinely revealed through the Holy Scripture of the Lord. Is it true then that God forbids the love between 2 men yet knowing the love between Jonathan and King David whom he anointed as the King or God hates carnal sins? I believe the love between Jonathan and King David was true and truful to each other unto the point of death. Jonathan sacrified himself for King David and King David in turn was absolutely distressed over the death of Saul and Jonathan but particularly Jonathan whom he sworn his love for despite having a wife himself. This is the love of 2 men from the Jewish tradition divinely revealed by God Himself which many theologians, moralist, social activist and gays themselves should reflect upon and remember the words of the Lord. Deo Gratias
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Life is momentary, do your best and laugh the greatest when you can. On the deathbed, smile joyfully and contendfully when reminiscing the past. Open your eyes and see the glorified Bless Virgin receiving you into her arms, leading you into the gate of St Peter and onto the Judgement Throne guided by St Michael the Archangel where the Lamb is seated on the right hand of Our Father with the choir of Angels and the audience of the Halloween surrounding you.Pray then for your pilgrims brethrens who soon be joining you for the banquet. Pray now that you may have the virtue of Faith, Hope and Charity. Faithful to God our Father, Hope in life and all that we do and show our Charity - the Christian Love to the other blessed children of God with total obedience and humility and say it with Mary, "May it be done according to thy words." Amen
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posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 17:48
Saturday, October 30, 2004
WORSHIP!!!! WAT is WORSHIP?
Gen 26:1-2
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There was a famine in the land, besides the first famine that was in the days of Abraham. And Isaac went to Abimelech king of the Philistines, in Gerar. Then the Lord appeared to him and said: "Do not go down to Egypt; live in the land of which I shall tell you.
How many of us here have famine in our life!!! Famine=> Problems in life!!! It could be famine in relationship, study, work...
In this verse above GOD ask Isaac not to go the way of the world, but listen to GOD's word n the way of the Lord...
Gen 26:12-14
Then Isaac sowed in that land, and reaped in the same year a hundredfold; and the Lord blessed him. The man began to prosper, and continued prospering until he became very prosperous; for he had possessions of flocks and possessions of herds and a great number of servants. So the Philistines envied him.
Luke 10:38-42
Now it happened as they went that He entered a certain village; and a certain woman named Martha welcomed Him into her house. And she had a sister called Mary, who also sat at Jesus' feet and heard His word. But Martha was distracted with much serving, and she approached Him and said, "Lord, do You not care that my sister has left me to serve alone? Therefore tell her to help me." And Jesus answered and said to her, "Martha, Martha, you are worried and troubled about many things. But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her."
Our purpose here is to follow the calling of God in our lives... N Mary had did the right n good thing which her other sister, Martha did not...
Our first calling in life is to follow Jesus... U shld follow Jesus all ur life...
It is not wat u can do for God but wt God wants u to do for HIM!!!We got to be a lover of God n seeker of GOD!!
Dun live for the ministry , live for GOD!!!
Wat gd part tt mary chose tt separate Martha n her?
Mary Chose to WORSHIP the Lord but Martha Loves the ministry more than the Lord!!!
WORSHIP is more than just singing songs!!!
So wat is WORSHIP!!!
1. Worship is waiting upon the GOD
In this hectic environment, most of us can't wait as waiting will means inproductive...
Isa 40:30-31
Even the youths shall faint and be weary, And the young men shall utterly fall, But those who wait on the Lord Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.
GOD's annoiting for those who kept on pressing on for HIM!!! Be excited for GOD!!! Wait for HIM!!!
To "wait on the Lord"= lit. to entwine urself ard the presence of God!!!
God whisper to us... so u have to calm down... The Holy spirit is a dove...
U Have to be STILL and draw in God's presence!!!
2. Worship is undistracted focus on GOD
Jer 30:21-22
Their nobles shall be from among them, And their governor shall come from their midst; Then I will cause him to draw near, And he shall approach Me; For who is this who pledged his heart to approach Me?' says the Lord. 'You shall be My people, And I will be your God.' "
Wat ur mind focus on will be the realm of environment u will be walking in... Pledge ur Love for God!!!
Rom 8:5-6
For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.
Wat is in ur mind, is ur realm of environment u r in... So we shld put our focus on GOD!!!
3. Worship is extravagant adoration of GOD
Worship (in Greek. Proskuneo)= to prostrate and to lean forward to kiss...
Luke 7:38
and stood at His feet behind Him weeping; and she began to wash His feet with her tears, and wiped them with the hair of her head; and she kissed His feet and anointed them with the fragrant oil.
This is How Mary Show her affection n adoration to Jesus Christ!!!
4. Worship is unconditional scarifice to God
It means to give our lives totallly n fully to God... We are a living scarifice on God's Alter...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 22:00
Friday, October 29, 2004
Handling the hurtz in life
Luke4:18
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"The Spirit of the Lord is upon Me, Because He has anointed Me To preach the gospel to the poor; He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, To proclaim liberty to the captives And recovery of sight to the blind, To set at liberty those who are oppressed"
Jn16:33
"These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world."
3 things tt cause HURTZ
1. We Hurtz PHYSICALLY
2. We Hurtz EMOTIONALLY
3. We Hurtz RELATIONALLY
Luke 17:1
Then He said to the disciples, "It is impossible that no offenses should come, but woe to him through whom they do come!
HOW TO DEAL WITH HURTZ?
We can depends on the bible for comfort!!! The Book of Psalms IS a book of encouragement!!!
Ps 34:18
The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, And saves such as have a contrite spirit.
6 dun in dealing with hurtz in ur life
1. Dun ignore the hurtz!!!
lit. suffer in silence=> Clint eastwood style "macho approach"
Ps 39:2
I was mute with silence, I held my peace even from good; And my sorrow was stirred up.
If u become silence of ur hurtz, u will become more miserable...
Ppl always think tt times will heal the wound... But a minor problems thru time can manifest into a big problems...
2.Dun run from the hurtz!!!
lit. u run away from the hurtz=>"chicken out approach"
Ps 55:5-8
Fearfulness and trembling have come upon me, And horror has overwhelmed me. So I said, "Oh, that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest. Indeed, I would wander far off, And remain in the wilderness. Selah I would hasten my escape From the windy storm and tempest."
If u run away from the hurtz, eventually u will go back to the same place where u first started...
3. Dun hide the hurtz!!!
lit. u ignore the problem n hide it=>"mask approach"
Prov 26:23
Fervent lips with a wicked heart Are like earthenware covered with silver dross.
Learn to express it out=> Half the battle is won in recovering the HURTZ!!!
Dun use possessions to compensate for the pain!!
Isa 53:5
But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed.
Ps 32:3
When I kept silent, my bones grew old Through my groaning all the day long.
U should open ur heartz, be transparent when u feel hurtz, so GOD can help u n ppl ard u can help u out!!!
Jas 5:16
Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.
U shld pray together to receive healing... When u pray u have to Open ur life and step out of it and ask GOD to heal u n deliver u...
4. Dun worry abt the hurtz!!!
Prayer is a postive movement... Worry is a negative mediation=> becoming more worse
If u pray n worry, ur problems will get worse...
The more you pray, the more blessing u have... The more worry u r, the more trouble u receive...
Worry is trying to control sth tt is uncontrollable... Worry nva solve thing, nva bring solution...
Worry abt sth u can't control is useless... Worry abt sth u can change is dumb... Becuz u can start doing sth abt it den why shld u still worry!!! U shld go n do it!!!
Job 5:2
For wrath kills a foolish man, And envy slays a simple one.
Ps 55:2
Attend to me, and hear me; I am restless in my complaint, and moan noisily,
Ps 77:4
You hold my eyelids open; I am so troubled that I cannot speak.
Ps 37:8
Cease from anger, and forsake wrath; Do not fret--it only causes harm.
5. Dun resent the Hurtz!!!
Resentment is a emotional toxic!!!
Ps 73:21-22
Thus my heart was grieved, And I was vexed in my mind. I was so foolish and ignorant; I was like a beast before You.
Remember tt All thing work for good if u love GOD!!!
Remember tt There is always breakthrought and solutions in GOD
Ps 130:1-2
Out of the depths I have cried to You, O Lord; 2 Lord, hear my voice! Let Your ears be attentive To the voice of my supplications.
6. Dun Give UP!!!
Keep walking with GOD!!! Dun give up, U nva know u will have another opportunity again!!! Dun give up on urself and GOD!!!
Ps 142:2-3
I pour out my complaint before Him; I declare before Him my trouble. When my spirit was overwhelmed within me, Then You knew my path. In the way in which I walk They have secretly set a snare for me.
Ps 27:13-14
I would have lost heart, unless I had believed That I would see the goodness of the Lord In the land of the living. Wait on the Lord; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the Lord!
GOD is near the broken hearted... GOD will repair the broken hearted when u go to HIM!!! U got to believe in the Promises of GOD!!!
Mt11:28-30
Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 22:30
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Love is there, it is just tt u dun know !!!
A touching story... short but sweetMessage: (2 people were on a motorcycle on the road)
girl: slow down. im scared.
guy: no this is fun.
girl: no its not. please, its too scary!
guy: then tell me you love me.
girl: fine, i love you. slow down!
guy: now give me a BIG hug.::girl hugs him::
guy: can you take my helmet off & put it onyourself? its bugging me.
(in the paper the next day): a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. two people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. [ if there's anyone in this world you love this much, re-post this.]
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:20
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
A test of game!!!
Firstborn...
Strengths: You're organized, logical, and a great student. Since parents usually give firstborns a lot of responsibility over the younger ones, they often grow up to be great leaders. That might translate into your calling the shots in a relationship. Or it might make you the nurturing type.
Weaknesses: You may come off as a little insensitive; you're a perfectionist, so you can sometimes be too critical. On the other hand, you might be easy to be taken advantage of you by, say, always being at your S/O's disposal.
Your ideal match: You'll probably get along best with a youngest child. You and another firstborn could drive each other crazy fighting over control. But a laid back last-born will gladly leave all the organizing to you. And they might just give you the push you need to forget about all of your heavy responsibilities for awhile and have a little fun!
IF YOU DON'T THINK YOU FIT THIS PROFILE:
Certain things can make a difference, like if there's an age gap of five+ between you and your other siblings you might be more like a firstborn or only child. Ditto if you're the first sister after a slew of brothers. Also, if step siblings joined your family before you turned 5, factor them in with your real siblings. If you were older when they came along, disregard them when determining your birth order. If you live with 3+ (whole, like they're NOT half or step) siblings you tend to act like a certain category, you'll have to use your own judgement on this one! Lastly, if you're a twin-no matter where you two fall in the family-you tend to have a firstborn/lastborn dynamic determined by who came out first.
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posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 13:30
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Went to see doctor today!!!
I'm been feeling very sick this few days!!! Finally I give up n decided to go see a doctor... I went to see the doctor in the afternoon as I slept till 12 pm den I woke up (must understand I'm a sick bird now)!!! So I went to eat my bf cum lunch b4 I went to see the doctor as the polyclinic open at 1.30pm... At 1.30pm I went to see the doctor... I waited kinda long as there is a long queue sia... I was waiting patiently there until my num is called... When it is called, all the procedure went on smoothly... den I have to wait to be checked... The doctor sibei dao sia make us wait so long b4 he start to take the patient in... But nvm lor as it is a polyclinic u can't expect much wat... Today is the first time I paid so much for my medicine!!! Nva in my life I paid so much for it!!! IT COST ME $10 to see the doctor!!! Everytime I go see doctor, the most I paid was abt $6 or less, this time it is $10... I also receive a lot of medicatiion... GUESS WAT? I suffer from Throat infection!!! This time it is very bad, I shld have seen the doctor earlier... No wonder I have to pay so much for the medicine!!!
Later after seeing the doctor, I went back home... Maureen, my mei zi, came n pass me some of the notes tt our Geog Teacher, Mr Chen, gave to us to study b4 the A lvl... Mr Chen is a nice teacher, he always care for our welfare... He is the BEST!!! Maureen was a nice gal too!!! Guess wat she did? After she pass me the notes, she went off... I thought maybe she went home or wat... But in the end she go buy some chn herbal tea, Honey Lemon juicce, for me n say tt it is gd for ppl who have throat problem!!! She is so nice rite!!! Thanks SISTER!!!
Oki I will stop here, need to go rest liao!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 20:30
Monday, October 25, 2004
Damn sick day!!!
Today I was still very sick with a very bad cough!!! Later at night, a few hours back, I went to see my camp which is where I'll be enlisted on Jan7... It was damn cool sia... From the outside, U can see the beautiful structure of the camp... It was very grand... But the journey into the camp is long n tiring... I think I have to learn my bike soon so as to be able to navigate thru the place... Or else it will be hell to go in n out of the camp... But the camp is pretty near my sch, MJC... I think I wun have to worry abt food as there are quite a few hawker centre ard pasir ris... Hoping n looking towards army life to come!!! I wonder how is it like by the time Jan7 comes...
ROMANTIC LOVE:
You're pretty idealistic and already, in you mind, know what you want. Your mind's made up and no one can change it! You want someone to bring you flowers and shower you with unexpected surprises! You need the type of person that'll love you and give you what you want!
What Kind of Love Do You Desire?
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posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:30
Sunday, October 24, 2004
A sicky day!!!
Today I woke up with a terrible pain ard my neck!!! My throat is aching like hell!!! It was very bad!!! I went to wash up my face n cough the phlegm out of my throat n to my surprise there are some blood trace in it... I was so freaky scared tt I will lose my voice... So I quickly go n take some medicine n go back to rest again on my bed... I rest the whole day!!!
At night, my parent brought the whole family out for dinner... We went to Bedok to eat our dinner... We had sting ray, oysters, kang kong, pineapple fried rice, pig organ's noodle, dessert, sugar cane n lime juice... We had a sumptuous meal... I ate alot of food... Even though I'm sick n shld avoid these food as they are kinda bad for ppl who are having cough... But as u all know, when food are gd jon will go all the way for it n heck care abt other thing... Jon loved nice n delicious Food!!!
Oki oki ppl I will end here to go for more rest to recover my cough as soon as possible... I needed alot of rest right now... Cya n keep in touch with u all again!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 22:40
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Award day!!!
Dun lose ur way, wif each passin day...
u've come so far, dun throw it away...
keep believing, dreams are for weaving...
wonders are waiting to start, live ur story...
faith hope and glory, hold to the truth in ur chart...
Today I went for a bursary award thingy at Singapore Buddhist Lodge at kim seng road... It was kinda cool there but I lk retarded as we are the onli JC in Blazers n ppl were staring at us n wonder who the hell are we from... The onli group of ppl in their blazers were the polytechnic students... ( it is understandable as they dun have sch uniform... but other JCs were onli there in their uniforms onli the MJC student were in blazers ) It was kinda embarrassing buy it was oki la... I had fun over there n know a lot of ppl there... It was damn cool lor... so happy... I also bump into my sec sch VP, Mrs Menon & Jeff from PJC...
here is some of the pictures taken with my frens!!!
Wang Quan Trying to do his part for the environment!!!
The group photo!!!
The three Musketers!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 20:50
Friday, October 22, 2004
A cool day!!!
Do not be anxious abt anything, but in everything, by prayer n petition, present your request 2 God n e peace of God that transcends all understanding will guard ur heart n mind in Christ Jesus.
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." (Matt 6:34)
"Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord." (Ps 31:25)
Sending off the Nine emperor!!! A festivals of a Taoist belief if I'm not wrong... Today is the ninth day of the lunar month of September, My family n I went to send off some deity thingy celebrated by the hokkien ppl... Today is the last day of the nine days celebration... So at night, we went to see the procession of the ceremony... I'm surprised tt there are a lot of tourist there to see the spectacular ceremony... They were curious abt wat was happening there... The procession was very long but was fascinating to look at...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 23:50
Thursday, October 21, 2004
RuN tHRu' tHe RaiN....
"Mom, let's run through the rain," she said.
"What?" Mom asked.
"Let 's run through the rain!" She repeated.
"No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mom replied
This young child waited about another minute and repeated: "Mom, let's run through the rain."
"We'll get soaked if we do," Mom said.
"No, we won't, Mom. That's not what you said this morning," the young girl said as she tugged at her Mom's arm.
"This morning? When did I say we could run through the rain and not get wet?"
"Don't you remember? When you were talking to Daddy about his cancer, you said, 'If God can get us through this, he can get us through anything!'"
The entire crowd stopped dead silent. I swear you couldn't hear anything but the rain. We all stood silently. No one came or left in the next few minutes. Mom paused and thought for a moment about what she would say. Now some would laugh it off and scold her for being silly. Some might even ignore what was said. But this was a moment of affirmation in a young child's life. A time when innocent trust can be nurtured so that it will bloom into faith.
"Honey, you are absolutely right. Let's run through the rain. If GOD let's us get wet, well maybe we just needed washing," Mom said.
Then off they ran. We all stood watching, smiling and laughing as they darted past the cars and yes, through the puddles. They held their shopping bags over their heads just in case they got soaked. But they were followed by a few who screamed and laughed like children all the way to their cars. And yes, I did. I ran. I got wet. I needed washing.
Circumstances or people can take away your material possessions, they can take away your money, and they can take away your health. But no one can ever take away your precious memories...so, don't forget to make time and take the opportunities to make memories everyday. To everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under heaven. The more u can Dreamz, the more u can DO... Vision is the art of seeing the invisible...
A friend sent this to me to remind me of life. Hope you enjoy it. I HOPE YOU STILL TAKE THE TIME TO RUN THROUGH THE RAIN. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. if you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in a hurry. Take the time to live!!! Keep in touch with your friends, you never know when you'll need each other -- and don't forget to run in the rain! God makes everything but unbreakable hearts...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 20:30
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
So tired!!! Enlistment on Jan 7
Ytd nite was comforting Steve cuz he is suffering from depression... AS exam is ard the corner so I tell him not to think too much... I ask him to concentrate on his studies now... So I comfort him till very late... But I was glad tt in the end he cheer up alot... All thanks to my power of convincing n healing, tt y he is oki now... (hahaha) After the comforting session, I was damn hungry as I didn't had dinner... So Steve suggest we go get some food... Den we went to 7-11 to get some instant noodle n bread to eat... It was kinda cool cuz I seldom be out so late at night...
In the morning, we woke up late cuz initially Steve suppose to go to school for lesson... So in the end we didn't go school (as i suppose to accompany him to sch)... Instead I played game at his house till almost one where I have to rush to my school to get blazers for the prize presentation this sat...
After I left Steve's house, I went to school to get the blazers and everyone there were talking abt the enlistment thingy... As I haven reach home so I have no idea when I was gg in... So I was so blur there... After I had taken the blazer, I headed str8 home as I was getting tired liao... So I went home to rest... B4 I reach home, I went to open the letter box n ya I saw the enlistment paper rite in front of me... I was so shocked n delighted n also nervous n anxious abt it... I open the letter to see n I will be gg in on Jan 7... So those who wanna see me for the last time can book ur date with me b4 I go in... Ya I will stop writing here cuz as I have said I'm tired n I will be resting soon... Cya n have a nice day ppl!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:00
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
Studying at kor's place
I stay overnight at kor's house ytd... We slept till 10 plus den we decide to go for a swim... WE went to woodlands swimming complex to swim... But it was damn sad as we onli manage to swim awhile den we have to leave the complex cuz there is a thunderstorm n the lifeguard ask us to stop swimming... So we were kind of sad to leave the pool so fast...
Later after the swim, I met up with Jasen to go to kor's house to study while kor busy with his own thing... At kor's house, Jasen n I were busy preparing for our exam... Later Steve came n like b4 the past few days, he was moody... So he didn't talk to us much...
Late at night, we all leave kor's house... Jasen have to go home n I can't accompany him home... Den I follow Steve home n stay at his house...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:50
Monday, October 18, 2004
A day at Kusu Island!!!
Today I went to Kusu Island with my grandma to go there n pray to the gods... The weather was good n it ain't rainy... There is not strong sunlight n ain't hot cuz the weather was perfect n cooling... I met up with my grandma at 1pm to go to Kusu Island with her... After tt we take a bus ride to Clifford pier to board a ship to tt island... It was so cool on the ship but I didn't take a boat which have a viewing gallery (sob sob) or else u will see me sitting near the sea n enjoyed the breeze.... Instead I was inside the ship with the air conditioner n unable to enjoy the nature... When we reach the island, my grandma n her sister were busy visiting temple n praying for the family... I was there stoning n enjoying the scenery there... Love the quietness there...
Here are some of the pictures takem there...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:30
Sunday, October 17, 2004
A day of celebration in the temple!!!
Today wake up early to accompany my parent to go temple to pray... It was kinda grand ceremony today... The temple I go today celebrated the birth of nine emperor in ancient China... It was to celebrated nine kings of the Ming dynasty who wanted to fight back their lands from the Manchu dynasty but died along the way... The people later commemorate their Matry spirit n worships these kings... There is another story which said tt these kings were born by the Mother of warriors (dou mu niang niang), tt y they are being worships... there is alot of different myths n stories behind these celebration... U can go to the net to search it out...
the nine emperor
This is the pictures I take while I was there...
This is the first emperor sedan chair
This is the second n third one!!! (the second is on the right the third is on the left)
This is the fouth n fifth emperor one!!! (the fourth on the right n the fifth on the left)
This is the sixth n seventh emperor one!!! ( the sixth on the rite n seventh on the left)
This is the eighth emperor one!!! I like these the most as it look like pagoda!!!
This is the nith one!!! very grand n it look like the japanese sedan chairs which the japanese also celebrated!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 16:30
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Hahaha!!! I'm a high power witch!!!
Congratulations you have achieved level 4 witch status... you have studied hard and learned well!!
What Level of Witch are you
The light angel likes you and he hasnt even met you yet! Wow, thats pretty impressive! (I'm running low on pictures of vampires, dark angels and angels... if you ahve any could you please give 'em to me? Much apperciated!)
Would a light angel, vampire or dark angel fall for you?
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He emerged from his own ashes, to be forever immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl (Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum (Egyptian).The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life, the number 0, and the element of fire.His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined individual. You tend to keep your sense of optimisim, even through tough times and have a positive outlook on most situations. You have a way of looking at going through life as a journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:10
Friday, October 15, 2004
Today is Graduation day!!!
Today is my last day in MJC!!! It was a mixed feeling as finally I'm out of the control of the boring system of studying n mugging but yet it is sad as it is kinda a last day for me to be with my frens!!! (but we can still meet outside school though but no longer in uniform)... Hahaha!!! Today I take a lot of pictures with my frens!!! It was so cool n I enjoy myself alot... Thank u so much of the joy n laughter we had n the anger n frustration I had with u guys!!! U all r wonderful!!! I will definitely miss the time we had together in MJC!!! After all we will be frens forever!!!
Friendship is a BRIGHT patch in the pattern of life!!! Is LOVE with UNDERSTANDING!!! Is a SINGLE soul dwelling in 2 bodies!!! Is a Hugz just when it's needed!!! Is sone who knows abt U n doesn't go AWAY!!! Is like a GARDEN whereby the sweetest blossoms GROW!!!
This is my class!!!
the photo of the graduation help urself with the photos!!! Hope u all enjoy urself oki!!! Frens 4eva!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:15
Thursday, October 14, 2004
A happy day!!!
Today went to Jasen's house... I like his dog, it was so cool... I nva felt like these for a long time liao... Thanks Jasen for the time u spent with me n ur dog... U all rockz!!! Lova both of u sia!!! Hope we will meet up soon again n play togather!!! I think love is in the air again for me!!! Hahaha!!!
Today I went for injection which is for prevention against any flu diseases when we go overseas... Cuz me gg to taiwan soon so my parent advised us to go take an injection for preventive measure n now after the injection, I feel darn sleepy so I'm gg to sleep soon... update u guys again...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:00
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Abt me!!!
As a future-oriented Sagittarius, the ninth sign of the zodiac, you are considered the most prophetic of the signs because you have the urge to understand the meaning of life. Also the most mobile sign of the zodiac, you explore beyond physical and mental boundaries, and thrive on freedom and liberty. Jupiter, the planet of luck and expansion, is the ruler of Sagittarius, and brings optimism and joy to life. Jupiter is also associated with a person's spiritual beliefs and philosophic standards. Sagittarius is the third fire sign. This fiery influence is like a candle in the dark, lighting the way to knowledge and wisdom. You walk through life high-spirited and openhearted, always seeking the truth. You are farsighted and goal-directed and are gifted in grasping general principles. Sagittarius rules the ninth house of the chart, the section associated with the exploration of the intellectual mind or the physical world. Therefore, this house stands for religion, philosophy, higher education, as well as long journeys. Sagittarius is a mutable sign, making you a communicator and teacher. Since you have the natural ability to gain profound insight into scientific and spiritual fields, you feel that it is your mission to contribute your knowledge on to the world. One of your main strengths, dear Sag, is that you achieve your goals through the power of positive thinking. Your happy-go-lucky, future-oriented nature opens many doors for you. You are direct, honest, and jovial, which makes you a very humane and amiable friend, lover, and coworker. Of course, you also have some weaknesses; due to your disposition, your head is often in the clouds, and you are oblivious to reality. You also run the risk of being hypocritical, and get so opinionated and dogmatic that you impose your "truth" upon others. You also don't tolerate any kind of restriction, and develop restlessness and unquenchable wanderlust.
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 23:33
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Interesting stuff!!!
Can You RememberLife Before Computers?
An application was for employment,
A program was a TV show...
A cursor used profanity,
And a keyboard was on a piano!
Memory was something that you lost with age
And a CD was a bank account,
And if you had a corrupted disk,
It would hurt when you found out!
Compress was what you did to garbage,
Not something you did to a file,
And if you unzipped anything in public
You'd be in jail for a while!
Log on was adding wood to a fire,
A hard drive was a trip on the road,
A mouse pad was where a mouse lived,
And a backup happened to the commode!
Cutting, you did with a pocket knife,
Pasting, you did with glue.
The Web was where a spider lived
And a virus was the flu!
What Happens When You Fall In Love With...
A chef? (You get buttered up.)
A chauffeur? (You get taken for a ride.)
A gambler? (He cheats on you.)
A telephone operator? (He gives you a phone-y line.)
A trashman? (He dumps you.)
A clockmaker? (He two-times you.)
A pastry cook? (He desserts you.)
A shoe salesman? (He walks all over you.)
An elevator operator? (He lets you down.)
An artist? (He gives you the brush.)
A jogger? (He gives you the run-around.)
Twenty-Four Things to Always Remember& One Thing to Never Forget
1. Your presence is a present to the world
2. You're unique and one of a kind
3. Your life can be what you want it to be
4. Take the days just one at a time
5. Count your blessings, not your troubles
6. You'll make it through with whatever comes along
7. Within you are so many answers
8. Understand, have courage, be strong
9. Don't put limits on yourself
10. So many dreams are waiting to be realized
11. Decisions are too important to leave to chance
12. Reach for your peak, your goal, your prize
13. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying
14. The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets
15. Don't take things too seriously
16. Live a life of serenity
17. Not a life of regrets
18. Remember that a little love goes a long way
19. Remember that a lot goes for ever
20. Remember that friendship is a wise investment
21. Life's treasures are people together
22. Realize that it's never too lateDo ordinary things in an extraordinary way
23. Have health, hope and happiness
24. Take the time to wish upon a star
And don't ever forget for even a day how very special you are.
I asked god for a flower? He gave me a garden.
I asked god for a tree? He gave me a forest.
I asked god for a river? He gave me an ocean.
I asked god for an Angel? And he sent you?
I Asked God and He Answered
God Is A Little Like...
You Live, You Die, You Learn Something
If you're too open minded, your brains will fall out. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than going to a garage makes you a mechanic.
It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.
No husband has ever been shot while doing the dishes. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it.
There is always one more imbecile than you counted on. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world. Blessed are they who can laugh at themselves for they shall never cease to be amused. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
What I've Learned As I Matured...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,some people are just jerks.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.After that, you'd better have a big weenie or huge boobs.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others...they are more messed up than you think.
I've learned that you can keep pukinglong after you think you're finished.
I've learned that we are responsiblefor what we do, unless we are celebrities.
I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place.
I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the lessimportant ones just never go away.
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 15:40
Monday, October 11, 2004
About me!!! N try This Out PPL!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 09:10
Sunday, October 10, 2004
A FEW OF LIFE'S UNANSWERED QUESTIONS
Why does the sun lighten our hair, but darken our skin?
Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed?
Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?
Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"?
Why is "abbreviated" such a long word?
Why is a boxing ring square?
Why is it called lipstick if you can still move your lips?
Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"?
Why is it that rain drops but snow falls?
Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume on the radio?
Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?
Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?
Why is the third hand on the watch called second hand?
Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?
Why is the word dictionary in the dictionary?
Why isn't there a special name for the tops of your feet?
Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?
Why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance that little indestructible black box is?
Can fat people go skinny-dipping?
Why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor when you can't drink and drive? **
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 15:50
Saturday, October 09, 2004
A lesson Learnt!!!
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this."
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, rumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.
We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know,
but by WHO WE ARE.
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 10:15
Friday, October 08, 2004
Recovering mode!!!
Hei today was kinda relax as there ain't much thing happening in school... I think I've start to hate going to school liao... Cuz I felt so restricted in my revision studies... I really rather stay at home to study n onli ask help when I need to... I think now it is time for me to be alone... Teachers can sit down n relax... I think they are kinda worried too much but it is not their fault to think these way as they care abt us but I really wanna be alone n pls dun stress me up or else I can't imagine wat may happen... I think I think too much too n tt I was really affected by these time result... But life still move on so I have to learn to cope with it... My revision programme is going on fine n I really dun want to go for crash course offer by the school, I rathe study myself at home NOW!!! It is not tt I think I'm clever or wat but I think it is abt consolidate my stufff b4 consultation... Aiya I dun know wat the hell is going on in this world, it had started to become topsy-turvy!!! Heck care abt it liao!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 22:20
Thursday, October 07, 2004
A dead Tired day!!!
Today i was kinda tired... Dun know why... I have start to feel the immense pressure surrounding me!!! My life is going nutz!!! My life is going haywired!!! I'm damn sianz... I dun know y am I here for... Wat has life become? It is so tough now... Where is the cheerfulness in me, I seems to lost them liao... I dun wan to lose my trademark but the surrounding pressure are making me to lose it n become implusive n quick to anger n become irritated easily... I am very sad as I have lost the old self... When can I recover my usual self... I think I need alot of rest n being alone... I wanna be leave alone onli with a few frens ard tt really care, as for the others I hope they can stop bothering me n pissed me off... This will help in my recovering... I think the exam pressure n stress is killing me... But I have to say is tt I do cope well with the thing going on with life, but I wanna be on my own unless I seek help from some ppl not all... Let me handle my thing myself... Stop Forcing me!!! I'm going mad... Leave me alone ppl!!! I will seek whoeva tt can help me cuz I know clearly myself...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 22:10
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
A crappy day!!!
Today I onli went to school for one lesson which is Maths den after tt lesson I did not attend others liao... I skip econ lesson as I dun feel like going to the lesson as I was accompany Maureen (Mei zi) as she was sick the past few days so was catching things up with her... We went to a classroom n chatted alot of the things tt is happening rite now n how we feel abt the situation... I was kinda sad as I told her tt my geog result was bad... We chatted for abt two period, Den I decide to go meet with Steve didi for studies in town... So I skip geog lesson n GP lesson to go town studies my CLA...
Meet up with Steve and Alex, as usual these two person started argueing with each other over small things... It was kinda lame though but it is oki cuz It had happen quite a few time liao... So we went studying at Mos burger for two to three hours when I decide to go home to watch Charmed... So I take an hour plus journey by bus back home...
Den after the show, at abt 12 am I, Steve, Jervin, Jasen, Alex had a conference call... WE chatted alot la... den I was dead tired so I do less talking but more listening... so it was my day today...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 23:25
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Slacking at Keith Kor's house!!!
Today I went to school for lesson!!! The First period was econ, but I was kinda shock as today Mr Naresh was kinda different today cuz he wasn't his usual self... For the first time u see the kind n cheerful Mr naresh rite in front of u teaching u econ so nicely... Help u in wat eva u need for help... He was so nice tt I was shock in his lesson, n for the first time I was paying attention to him n doing his work... Unlike my ususal self too!!! Den after tt it was Geog... N I was sad as I perform badly for my geog... I was damn sad as I really put in alot of effort in studying for my geog but I under-perform in my result... But it is oki life still move on!!!
Later after school I went swimming at woodlands swimming complex with Steve and Alex... But before tt we met up with Kor to get the towel and shower foam... So we went swimming for two hours den we head down to Kor's house to rest... At kor's house it was kinda croweded as there are alot of customers waiting for kor to do their hair... Den Steve very naughty play with my hair... (actually he was using hair treatment on my hair but my hair is already perfect liao all thanks to my mum) But nvm Steve wanna learn hair dressing so I let him play lor... After tt I also help him do his hair... Den later I went for my dental appointment...
TT is the day of mine today... Now I'm dead tired n I will end here to go for rest cya ard...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 20:00
Monday, October 04, 2004
Super HaPpY dAy!!!
Today went to sch for Maths n CLA!!! Maths lesson was damn slack n do some other JC prelim paper!!! It was kinda hard cuz I get Temasek JC paper!!! I do half way n give up!!! Hahahaha!!! As usual u see!!! Den I was slacking lor till lesson end... Den after tt went for CLA lesson... Mr Liang was a bit pissed today but not becuz of our result or us but it is becuz some stupid 'Female teachers' which really Pissed him off... He was complaining throughtout the whole lesson n we were laughing non-stop at the elaboration he made... He kept linking the lesson to the "female teachers' n said tt they always lk at the mirco problems rather than the macro problems (dun u feel like econs)... Hahaha!!! It was damn funny... Den after the CLA lesson, I was feeling a bit tired so I leave the college n decide to go home n rest...
Along the way, I receive my fren's sms n they ask me to go town to watch movie... So in the end I ended up at town watching movie... WE watch "Resident Evil", it was damn nice n good... I love the story line n the special effect... I watch it with Jasen, Steve (my didi), Jervin n Nicholas... It was a bit scary at some part... The most scary part was when I was scared my two ppl who happen to sit on both of my sides (which is Jasen n Steve)... They sudden scream n shock the hell out of me sia... After the movie, Jasen have to leave promptly as he need to rush back to school to meet his frens to get his stuff... So in the end, the rest of us go window shopping (cuz intially we planned to have five person walking down orchard road n now left with four)... WE went to lk for our kor kor who is working at Wisma... Den after tt we went walking ard Wisma, Den Jervin have to leave to go for tuition... Den it left the three of us (Steve, Nicholas n me), we went TaKa to walk walk... Den we went to Guardian as Nicholas need to buy sth while Steve n I went to lk at some facial product... Den suddenly got this Auntie suddenly pop out n introduce to us to some facial thing... N I became a Test Product cuz my pimples was surfacing badly lately... So I try the Product... The Lady was nice n gd... I got to say is tt the product kinda work as now my pimples like become smaller liao... Hahahaha!!! Den we continue walking n decide to go Cathy Cineleisure n now it was kinda late den I Have to leave to go home... Sob sob!!! If u notice by now, u can actually see a pattern... First it was Jasen, den Jervin, den Jon... hahaha!!! Kinda lame though but it just happen tt the 3'J' happen to leave at the alphabetic order... It was just coincident... den Steve n Nicholas continue window shopping while I was on my way home!!!
Along the way home I bump into my sec sch fren (kuang hua)... Chatted with him along the way home... I also catch up with him abt wat happen the pass two yr n how's thing is going on... Today was a busy day too for my family cuz I have a new cousin born into the family... My aunt Just gave birth to a baby boy at 9pm weighing 2 kg... N I also receive a news tt my grandfather have to go for a eye surgery!!! It will also mean tt my grandma can't go for the taiwan trip!!! But nvm it was not my concern cuz I still have my beloved granny accompany me!!! I think tt is all for today!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:50
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Stoning Day!!!
Today is a nice weather to sleep!!! It is like raining the whole day n the weather is so nice with winds blowing in from my windows... The cold winds were blewing into my face as I sat near the windows playing my comp... I have a lot of flashbacks abt my pass as I recall wat had happen within this two short yrs in my life... It was like a blink of my eyes tt two yrs had just pass by me n now I am going to take my A lvl... It was like ytd was the day where I receive my O lvl result n now it is time for A lvl... I couldn't believe time flies tt quickly... Along the way there are alot of Ups n Downs n I have learnt to adapt to it n perserve on n move on with life... But the most important thing is tt I wanna thank those who have give me the support n help along the way... I wanna give u my greatest appreciation to u all!!! Love Ya n Thank U!!! For those who have make my life difficult, I still thank U all at least I know there are people who care for me unlike u all... It is becuz of u bad ppl tt make me appreciate the gd ones in my life!!! Along these two yrs I also know alot of frens tt are worth my time n some who doesn't worth my time n wasted my precious time!!! But nvm wat is past has already passed now I will move on with life n treasure wat eva I have now!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 15:00
Saturday, October 02, 2004
Fun n Loving day!!!
Today I meet up with Jasen finally for movie!!! It was so cool!!! We went to watch 'dodgeball' at Cathy Cineplex... I got to say tt the show was damn lame la... Was laughing so much with Jasen in the movie threatre... It was kinda embrassing though cuz laugh a bit too loud (treat the cinema as if my home) hahaha!!! But the show was damn funny but Jasen told me tt I should watch white chick cuz it is more funny!!! I think I will go catch tt too!!! Den after the show we went to Kino to look at some books n magazines!!! Den after tt we go Plaza Singapura to look at some dog stuff n his frens!!! Den after tt den we head home!!!
On my way home I saw Adrian(Jon's fren), he was so smart today n lk gd without his spec... Hahaha!!! I found out from Jon tt he is celebrating his b'day today with his classmates at Fish n Co in Dhoby Ghaut... So envy him to have frens like tt!!! Hahaha!!! Happy b'day to Adrain!!! (If u happen to read my blog)...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:35
Friday, October 01, 2004
Damn slack day!!!
Today recieve back my chn paper 1 was shock for the first time tt I did well cuz usually I just manage to pass onli abt an low E grade, this time I get Middle D grade, though not very high but I'm contented tt I did well cuz tt day when I do the paper I wasn't sure of wat I'm doin n I was happy tt I passed... Second gd news of the wk cuz I also managed to pass my gp for the first time in two yr!!!... Hahaha!!! I think I'm having more hope for 'A' lvl liao... Today is a short day so after school I went to town to meet my kor n di... Den we go have lunch together... Kor Kor so cool today!!! Hahaha!!! All I know was tt when we were walking some gals was lking at my kor kor den we were laughing none stop... nvm!!! Den kor kor went to work while me n di when to eat buffet at seoul garden... It was so cool, we ate pretty much tt our stomach almost going to explode... enjoy my day today sia...
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 21:28