Today i was kinda tired... Dun know why... I have start to feel the immense pressure surrounding me!!! My life is going nutz!!! My life is going haywired!!! I'm damn sianz... I dun know y am I here for... Wat has life become? It is so tough now... Where is the cheerfulness in me, I seems to lost them liao... I dun wan to lose my trademark but the surrounding pressure are making me to lose it n become implusive n quick to anger n become irritated easily... I am very sad as I have lost the old self... When can I recover my usual self... I think I need alot of rest n being alone... I wanna be leave alone onli with a few frens ard tt really care, as for the others I hope they can stop bothering me n pissed me off... This will help in my recovering... I think the exam pressure n stress is killing me... But I have to say is tt I do cope well with the thing going on with life, but I wanna be on my own unless I seek help from some ppl not all... Let me handle my thing myself... Stop Forcing me!!! I'm going mad... Leave me alone ppl!!! I will seek whoeva tt can help me cuz I know clearly myself...