I can't believe I'm so naive n be treated as a Low esteem person by sone (The person better watch out!!! U will paid for it)... I'm not trying to be mean or wat but it is just a fact tt I can't get over it n it is pissing me off... If u dun like me tell me str8 at my face... Dun beat ard the bushes n inflict more pain to me... Wat the f**king shit is these!!! Sorry to be vulgar here!!! It's annoying to know the truth at the last moment which u intially hold much hope in it n think all thing is still very bright n thing can be work out well n sort thing out... But I have learnt from these mistakes, I will not let these things hurt me again!!! Thanks for telling me the truth behind it even though it is not from tt person's mouth (which tt person shld) !!! I'm really going to kill tt person!!! But I will be nice here den maybe not kill as I dun wan to commit sin of murder... I will back off from these foolish thing from now on... I will forgive but not forget these things tt the person did to me n ask sone to keep a secret whereby these truth should be revealed... All along I'm living in darkness n naive thinking which have cause me too much pain right now!!! NVM!!! I will try to learn how to forget as least tt will give ppl chance, but chances should be tresure or else there wun be any anymore... Better treasure wat u have or else u will regret tt u didn't... I will take it as it is!!! If u wan forgiveness better ask it b4 I decided to turn my back on u...
The Lord is my source n my provider... He will heals me from these things now it is the time I really get heartless n not think abt patching up things anymore but to swear all ties tt is to come... (ppl out there who offended me better watch out ur steps, as saggis go out to kill, They Kill n show no mercy... We Bring Fiery in us tt even hell will trembles!!!)... All along the false hope tt I hold on too is really a bad experience... I think I just have to get over it n work things out n build barriers to defend these things... My battle is on... Whoever wanna fight, can bring it on... Saggis' power can be defied...