Today have Geog Paper 1 Mock exam, it was kinda hard but manageable... I hope I can at least pass as these will be a boost of my confidence for A lvl... I really depends on these man... After the paper, I went out with my fren, I think I'm kinda in love again... Hahaha!!! WE went out together to eat n chit chat awhile... Den I send my fren home... Love the feeling, hahaha!!! Nva felt loved b4 by sone who really care n concern for me... Feel very different from the past as the past relationship wasn't like tt... Hope these can really mean alot n lasts if we decided to be together... Better dun think too much too as A lvl is approaching n must do well too so as can match each other standards... Hahaha!!! Luckily these few days I have been working very hard to prepare for exams...
Attachment from someone's blog(my Fren's Fren one):
"I used to be a happy person. Used to be someone who believes there's something called forever. There's no special strategy or what for me to be like that. The only reason was because I found the one I love. And so luckily, the person loves me. Everyday was something new. There's things to anticipate. I never felt lonely. Because someone is always there for me. As time goes by, I took this for granted. I didn't treasure what I had. And finally, I've lost it. I have this constant void in my heart. This permanent space. No one seem to be the right one to fit in. I don't know. It's just like that. And the only person I can blame for this is myself. Life become meaningless. I lost all my hopes. All my dreams. I forgotten who I am... In fact, I don't know who I am anymore. Living seems like a chore. Everyday was like a stageplay. I have to pretend to be happy. I have to pretend to move on. Most importantly, I have to pretend I don't love the person anymore... I don't want to pretend anymore... Because I really do love the person. Everything I do... Everywhere I go... Whenever the person appear in my mind... My heart starts to ache... No matter how much painkiller I take... The pain... It just wont't go away... I ran away from reality... I tried telling myself. Everything is okay. But whenever I come back to reality. The pain is intensified. The sense of loneliness. The sense of hopelessness. Just fills me up. Right to the brim. I miss the times when I can still see the person. I miss the times when I can still hear the person. I miss the times when the person will just be there. I miss the times when life was complete."
Hei ppl it is true when u lose ur love, it is kinda sad but always look on the bright side n believe tt one day a better one will come n replace the hurt, void, emptiness u feel in life... Like me, Even though I lost Xiao Yun, but now I have sone better waiting for me... Dun lose hope, Dun lose urself but continue to press on n move on in life so tt u will see ur Mr or Mrs Right one day in the end n u will be happy once again... So dun worry neither lose hope, it is important to have hope in life as it really motivate u in life...
So sad Singapore almost able to get at least a gold or silver for Olympic have gone down the drain... But it is still oki cuz Li Jia Wei is best n really put up a good match... The match was really well play maybe it is just tt luck isn't on our side tt all... Li Jia Wei Jia You n All the best to u... Hope u can win a bronze medal for us!!!