I really start to hate school alot as I really find it a chore to go to school as it is really very sianz going there... It is like living hell where u dun know u go there for wat lor... Go there is like so sleepy n tired n no mood to study but yet at home my energy level is so high n I'm able to study more den anything...
Today went for blood donation n it is so sad as I give up half way due to side effects... I was feeling giddy n turn pale as I skipped my recess n do not have enough sleepz according to the doctor's diagnose... But it is oki at least now I can get a excuse to see a doctor n get MC to not go to school... (HAhaHAhaHA)... I really need alot of rest now... I wanna go home to sleep n do my own stuff... I Feel like dying now... Jumping down from the block n end this stupid life, Damn It is so stressful... Can't the teachers give us a break n let us go instead of forcing us to do so many thing n in the end cuz us to break down n there goes all our hard work!!! I'm so stress n F**ked up right now!!!
I dun wish to go to depression, I wanna be strong but the world is making me weak... I'm really so damn tired n stress... I wanna rest, I wan peace... but where can I find peace!!!