Today I was so sad!!! I have lost all wat I have expected from wat is called friendship... Life is going crazy n haywire... I think I'm going mad la... Wat has life become so unreasonable n biased!!! But stilll it is oki cuz JoN always look on the brite side of life... Life still move on as per normal!!! Why ppl always misunderstand my effort n think otherwise!!! TT is so lame n the ppl out there is so petty la!!! So sad rite!!! But nvm some day somewhere over the rainbow over the skyline out there, I will find sone who will understand me totally!!! Maybe the person is already in my life but I haven notice it!!! Sorry la me abit tut n need alot of observation as my observation have deteriorated!!! I have lost my power, my ability to judge clearly!!! Now is my solitude period where I should go to my mountain to pratice my skill n brush up my ablility!!! Hahahaha!!! Like some martial arts show whereby the top pugilistic have a period of time where they retreat to their place of solitute where they can attain more power!!! Life SUX!!!
But it is oki!!! Maybe it is good for me!!! As I can have more time of observation instead of being invovled so I can attain my advisor status back again which I am good at in the past but not now after all the stupid darn thing I have lose my advisor abilities!!! Now I will have to avoid some ppl in fact most ppl... YA!!! U know who u r!!! But remember I will be back to take my revenge on those petty ppl!!! Muahahahaha!!! No la jking onli!!! Since when Jon will take revenge but onli in cold warfare which is more torturous than revenge!!! hehehe!!!