Jonedison Chris Jr

KnOw MoR3 AbT M3!!!

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Things to be done in the next 5 yrs!!! (not in order)
1. Be committed in Church and God!!!
2. Do well in my Job and have a stable income
3. Revamp my room n my wardrobe
4. Hope to get a partner!
5. Beef up n toned up my body

"In life there is no smooth journey but journey tt is full of challenges for u to face it!!! But whether u take it the positive ways or the negative ways... Dun live a regretful life but a life full of purpose n desires n Dreams yet to be fulfilled..."

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My History,My Past, My life!!!

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DarkMagic
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly!
What kind of dark person are you?

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges. If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story. You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses. A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity. You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off. And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave. When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Thursday, September 30, 2004

A Day At SAFCC!!!

Today went for airforce to take a 5 hr Computerised Pilot Selection Test (CPSS)!!! It was damn hard n I was so blur tt I dun even know wat I'm doing for the test sia!!! So SAD!!! IF FAIL!!! DEN I WUN BE ABLE TO BE A SAF PILOT!!! But now I can onli hope for the best!!! TT I will passed!!! Justed wasted one day doing nth!!!

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

~How To Be A Better Couple~

1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials ! or treat ments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy. There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

5.Show ur love.
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about u and ur ex to ur guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

8. Sit on ur jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

9. Keep ur commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probabl! y isn't worth it!

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

A Friend...

(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffers support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need hear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)- plain things you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and....
(Z)aps you back to reality...
T�K� CaRe aLwaYs aNd GOD BLESS

Monday, September 27, 2004

Slacking day!!!

Today go to school dun know wat the purpose sia!!! But it is oki, today receive back some of the result kinda did badly la... SoB sOb SoB sOb!!! Dun know wat to expect now!!! Now have to wait till all the marks are tabulate together... Aiya jia lat la how to pass like tt!!! Dun know la!!! Today they announce tt all revision lecture is cancelled so happy!!! No need to stay in sch until very late liao, can go home early!!! As if I will go home early... Actually it means more time to go jalan jalan n shopping!!! Love it, can relax!!! All I can remember today was like we were spending most of our time chit chatting in class n do nth much!!! Den after Geog tutorial (the last period), all of us just rush out of class n go to wateva we r going to slack n enjoy ourselves... Hahaha!!! Today had nth much to say so I will sign off here... Cuz today nth much to do other den slacking!!!

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Sway!!!

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more
Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak
I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Chain of fools
For five long years
I thought you were my man
But I found out, I'm just a link in your chain
Oh, you got me where you want me
I ain't nothin but your fool
Ya treated me mean
Oh you treated me cruel

Chain, chain, chain(Chain, chain, chain, Chain of fools)
Every chain, has got a weak link
I might be weak child, but I'll give you strength
Oh, babe(Woo, woo, woo, woo)
You told me to leave you alone(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
My father said 'Come on home'(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
My doctor said 'Take it easy'(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
Oh but your lovin is just too strong(Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo)
I'm added to your
Chain, chain, chain(Chain, chain, chain)Chain, chain, chain(Chain chain, chain)Chain, chain, chain(Chain... chain... chain... )Chain of fools
Oh, one of these mornings
The chain is gonna break
But up until the day
I'm gonna take all I can take, oh babe
Chain, chain, chain(Chain, chain, chain)Chain, chain, chain(Chain, chain, chain)Chain, chain, chain(Chain... chain... chain... )(Chain of fools)Oh!(Chain, chain, chain, chain, chain, chain, chain)(Chain, chain, chain)Oh - oh!(Chain, chain, chain, - ain, ain, ain, ain)Your chain of fools[FADES]Oooooooooooooooooh...

Saturday, September 25, 2004

~Words To Live By~

DREAMS
"A dream is in the mind of the believer, and in the hands of the doer""You are not given a dream, without being given the power to make it come true."
FRIENDSHIP
"A friend is someone who walks in when therest of the world walks out.""True friends are like diamonds, precious but rare.""Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.Just walk beside me and be my friend."
GOD
"God sometimes puts us in the dark for us to see the light.""God is able to do immeasurable deeds.""Where God guides, He always provides.""God's help is only a prayer away.""God without man is still God. Man without God is nothing.""Prayer changes things."
LOVE
"Love is never having to say you are sorry.""When you love a person, you are giving him, the power to hurt you.""Love is having to see more than what meets the eyes." "You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back." "True love is like ghosts, which everybody talks about and few have seen."
THE FUTURE
"Heal the past; live the present; dream the future." "Do not start today, with the broken pieces of Yesterday.""Destiny is not a matter of chance. It is a matter of choice: it is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved."
LIFE
"Life will only come once, so make the most out of it.""God didn't give us all things to enjoy life, but life to enjoy all things.""A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.""Mistakes are not intended to down us rather they make us stronger."

Friday, September 24, 2004

Finally Exam Over!!!

So happy tt today is the last day of my exam!!! Today was the Chn paper, It was kinda hard n I dun have time to finish it lor... SoB sOb!!! But Now I can onli hope for the best!!! This coming week will be slacking n playing week... I will be going out for movie n meeting my frens for chit chat n outing!!! Gotta relax b4 A lvl come sia...
Today the paper drain alot of my brain cell n by the time I finish the paper, I was damn bloody tired n wanna sleep sia... So after the paper I went home str8... It was the first time I actually go home str8 sia...

When I reach home, I was like resting when my mum come to ask me abt the air ticket for this yr end trip where we wanna go... So we were discussing abt it n decided to act fast b4 the price hike, near the holiday... So we went to Suntec City to watch the Airfare Fair... We were looking ard to check out the cheaper price avaliable cuz we are on a budget!!! (remember tt I'm not a very rich person) So we were touring ard... Den got this stand attracts our attention the most so we decided to sit down n talk to the Person-in charge... After much talking, we decided to book the ticket striaght away... U may think we are abit too rush but it is oki cuz everything was quite reasonable, the price, the package, n the service was good... Ya so sorry haven tell u all where I'm going... Haahaahaa!!! YA we have decided to go Taiwan for 7days!!!

The tour is like this:
We will go to Taipei to Yehliu, Chiufen, Nanfanau, Nantien Temple, Hualien, Ami Aboriginal Cultural Village, TAngo Gorge, Tienh Siang, Guang Fu sugar Refinery, Taitung, South Swerve National Road, kaohsiung, Fo Guang Shan, Spring and Autumn Pavilion, Hsiuan Tien Shangti Temple, Sin Jiao Jiang Night Mkt, Janfusun Theme Park, Taichung, Chi Lin Fong Hot spring, Fong Jia night Mkt, Nei one old street, Chiang Kai shek Memorial Hall, Martyr's Shrine, National Palace Museum, 101 Shopping mall, Shihlin night Mkt...

I'm so happy lor got so many place to go in 7 days, really looking 4ward to it to come... I will really enjoy will be the Theme Park n the Hot spring... I'm lking towards tt more than anything else... Taiwan Wait For Me!!! I'm coming this dec!!!

Thursday, September 23, 2004

A Lazing Day!!!

Today I kinda laze ard instead of studying for my Chn Paper tmr!!! So damn bloody slacking today lor!!! Die la how to pass like tt!!! But nvm, Hehehe!!! Today the whole morning I spent on the internet playing n chatting n blogging n surfing web till afternoon... Den after tt I went to take a afternoon nap which was abt 6-7 hrs cuz I lied on my bed n lazing ard n can't be bother to wake up to start studying!!! I onli wake up when my parent bought back food for me!!! Hahaha Today damn slack la!!! Den after tt den I start studying for abt 1-2 hrs den I went to watch tv n relax again!!! I think I just a damn bloody slacker la, U just have to admit tt!!! Den after watching finish the show, I'm going back to sleep again!!! U all must think I am a pig rite cuz onli eat n sleep, eat n sleep n relax, eat n sleep... Hahahaha!!! But it is oki, after all tt life rite? dun know la... can't be bother liao cuz exam is going to be over soon!!! Nxt wk will be fun with all the relaxing activities planned... Most probably will be going to watch alot of movie!!! Either with my school mates or friends!!! So looking forward to tt to come!!! Oki enough of blabbing liao now have to go sleep liao for tmr exam!!!

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

A well rest Wednesday

Hahaha!!! Today no school so instead of waking up early to go airport study, in the end I laze on my bed till 9am... Have a very nice sleep after a long struggling n hectic exam period... Even though I'm supposed to study for my last paper CLA this Fri, but I was kinda heck it liao... But still I will study la n give my very best of wat I've prepare lor... Though it is not the fully prepare one but at least I try to make it the best... Hahahaha!!! Sounds Contradictory rite, it is oki cuz J0N3d1S0N always live in a world of irony n contradictory life!!! But life still move on as per normal cuz we should always look on the brite side of life n live life freely n not get stress up!!! Aiya just hope for the best la... I think I'm going nutty n crazy liao cuz I wasn't like in the past where I will study very hard, now U will always see me slack ard like exam is still very far away... I hope when A lvl come I will not be like tt... I think I better start doing sth b4 I regret... HAHAHA!!! But on the other hand when u look at me, I was also kinda prepared so I dun need to waste so much time pondering on the topic but just need to refresh my memory... All I can say I have a very complicated life!!! Life is full of contradiction!!! Take for example, the thing tt u like is always not given to u, but the thing u dun like always come into ur life n u will get very stressed up n annoyed by the thing tt is going on in ur life... But after all it is part of life rite so we have to live to accept these thing happening in our life...
Today I went to my fren's house to teach him POA but in the end we ended up sleeping... HAHAHA!!! Den later when we wake up we went to eat Ban Mian... The Ban Mian was so nice!!! Den we also order the coffee shop's own made ice lemon tea!!! I gotta admits tt it was fantastic n damn bloody good!!! It was even better than any other brand in Singapore!!! The taste I tell u is like heaven!!! A bit exaggerating!!! But the fact is tt it is really good!!!

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Horoscope thingy!!!

The fun and flirty Archer; Sagittarius can tend to put their foot in their mouth, so to speak, by speaking without thinking. Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter (Philosophy and Luck). The Jupiter influence is what marks Sagittarius as the Teacher of the Zodiac -- Jupiter is concerned with philosophy, higher learning, expansion, optimism, luck and travel. Sagittarius needs space to move around and flame brightly. Sagittarius relies on feeling and impulse to direct them through life. Sagittarius likes to take a risk under Jupiter's indulgent influence. Sagittarius is always ready and willing to go along for the ride. Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign.

Sagittarius & Leo
When Leo and Sagittarius join together in a love match, the result is often fireworks! Both Signs are extremely dynamic and enjoy life to the fullest. This couple is full of life and fun to be around, with each person encouraging the other to aim high! Sagittarius's philosophical tendency warrants a distraction to Leo's obsession with the larger-than-life. The two will have genuine admiration and respect for one another. Both are warm, charismatic and charming; people enjoy being in the energy this couple radiates.
Both Signs can be impatient but endearing, and Leo may be annoyed by Sagittarius's flirting, but there's never a dull moment in their relationship. Sagittarius sees the world as a textbook they must study from, while Leo acts as the gracious host. Both are extremely social, but it is vitally important to Leo that they feel that they are in control of the conversation. Leo is the Lion, the leader, while Sagittarius is the Archer, slowly taking the time to survey their target and feel the nuances of difference in their approach. Both Signs are usually respected by others, and it's important that each remembers to treat the other with the utmost respect as well.
Leo is ruled by the Sun and Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Both are masculine energy archetypes, and together they make a good combination -- they understand one another because they are so similar. The Sun is about Self and Jupiter is about expansion and excess, together providing a personal and outward focus on themselves and the world, although sometimes they can overexert themselves. They're highly compatible with lots of energy, and can be a wonderful couple in any setting or situation.
Both Leo and Sagittarius are Fire Signs. This tends to be a very heated and passionate relationship. They both have boundless energy, and can seem the only ones able to keep up with one another's intensity. Although Sagittarius may become exhausted by Leo's expansive ego, their differences of opinion won't last long -- Sagittarius has moved on to the next project and Leo's optimism and need for a fan club overcome a petty argument.
Leo is a Fixed Sign and Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign. Sagittarius provides Leo with the deeper understanding they may be lacking, while Leo can fine-tune Sagittarius's charm and social graces. Sagittarius may be irritated by Leo's bossiness, shallow vanity and tendency to sulk. However, they are both loyal and devoted to one another, and the rewards of their union outweigh the minor setbacks.
What's the best aspect of the Leo-Sagittarius relationship? It's the willingness to work as a team and the mutual admiration they exhibit when dedicated to seeing things through. This duo complements one another with a combined attention to personal and world affairs. They both know their place in the relationship. Their comparable high energy and fiery passion makes them a versatile love match.Sagittarius & Sagittarius
When two Sagittarians join together in a love match, the truth-loving natures makes theirs a near perfect relationship. This couple views the world around them with an educated eye and both share an intense hunger for more knowledge. They will engage one another in pleasant conversation and banter that challenges and tickles the mind. An occasional hotheaded dispute can erupt in the Sagittarius-Sagittarius relationship, when one fact-fanatic Sag partner carries things a little too far.
Easygoing and independent, these two are compatible when it comes to balancing personal interests. They've never known jealousy, and each partner keeps busy with personal projects when not with their lover. When they are together, however, they do all they can toward pleasing their partner and satiating common interests. Although they are adaptable and modern, they can, at times, fly off the handle. However, it is not in the Archer's nature to hold a grudge or let disagreements fester very long.
Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Expansion is the key word here; as both partners enjoy the acquisition of knowledge, they will carry over exiting ideas into their relationship. They must be mindful of over-indulgences, as such gluttony will only distract them. Their charm and charisma make them a very pleasant couple not only to one another, but the entire crowd.
Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. When these two Fire Signs come together, they merge to build a bigger flame. They constantly reach out together and experience life: They love to take trips more than just reading about places in tour books. Outgoing and friendly, it is the downfall of many Sagittarians to speak before thinking, thus finding themselves in an awkward social bind. These two love to engage in new projects, but neither have the dedication to stick to their guns. Both are far too eager to move ahead to the next new thing.
Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign. The flirty, excitable Sag is easy to get along with, for the most part. Arguments rarely ensue between them. Both are extremely accommodating to their significant other. Every so often a stubborn thorn will pop up, but neither partner wants to stay with this subject, and so the matter is dropped completely.
What's the best aspect of the Sagittarius-Sagittarius relationship? It's their compatibility and shared desire for knowledge. This couple has found the perfect balance between intensity and allowing the other room to breathe. Together, they will explore the vast outside worlds as well as the worlds of the intellect.

Sagittarius & Capricorn
When Sagittarius and Capricorn join together in a love match, things may start slow and they may feel that they don't have much to gain from the other. In some ways, Sagittarius and Capricorn are opposites: Sagittarius is easy going, whimsical, seeks knowledge for its own sake, always jumps headfirst into new things, and is typically impatient. Capricorn is detail-oriented and passive, even shy, and is always looking toward the next project. Their differences can actually forge a stronger relationship in the long run, there being vast amounts each partner can learn from the other.
Early in the relationship, Sagittarius and Capricorn may not be able to see past one another's flaws. Sagittarius can at times seem unruly, and Capricorn may come across pompous and elitist. But once they stop focusing on one another's faults and look to their respective strengths, they'll see a vast pool of attractive qualities. Sagittarius can show Capricorn adventure and excitement, and can offer a glimpse of the freedom so often missing from Capricorn's life. Capricorn teaches Sagittarius to pay attention to detail, uncovers the knowledge that the little things are important, and helps them to harness their random energy. Sagittarius may view Capricorn as too responsible, and will teach their partner to lighten up. Capricorn may accuse Sagittarius of being reckless and impulsive, and can help them to become well mannered.
Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter and Capricorn follows the Planet Saturn. Jupiter is about higher learning, philosophy, expansion of knowledge and good luck that sometimes leads to excess. Saturn is the ruler of hard work, assiduousness, ambition and responsibility. Their affects on one another can be positive and tend to bring out each other's best aspects. Both Signs need to take a step back to appreciate their partner's approach; Sagittarius can teach Capricorn to be more spontaneous, while at the same time gaining stability from Capricorn's rational outlook.
Sagittarius is a Fire Sign, and Capricorn is an Earth Sign. Sagittarius initiates projects after philosophical evaluation, while Capricorn takes more practical, factual approach. Capricorn will think about the consequences of their activities, whereas Sagittarius loves to explore merely for their own personal satisfaction. Although these partners may have difficulties arising from their diverse morals, when they put their differences aside they make an excellent couple due to their well-rounded, complementary natures.
Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign, and Capricorn is a Cardinal Sign. Sagittarius isn't necessarily a leader or motivating force; when they have a good idea and see a way to contribute, they enjoy doing their part. Capricorn, on the other hand, comes up with the ideas and assigns roles to others. Sagittarius and Capricorn can work toward the same goals with great success due to a lack of conflict over roles.
What's the best aspect of the Sagittarius-Capricorn relationship? It's their effectiveness in working out minor bumps in the road. When they overcome their initial resistance to one another, this pair will see how much they have to gain from one another. Their personalities, different in so many ways, make theirs a highly effective love match.

Sagittarius Aquarius
When Sagittarius and Aquarius join together in a love match, Aquarian ideals and Sagittarian knowledge combine to make them a creative and unique couple. This partnership is uninhibited, and while it can get competitive with these two, there's never a dull moment! Underneath any romantic overtone, there exists a great friendship; their Signs are two apart and this tends to give them an ability to communicate well as well as an excellent rapport. Both are idealistic and excited about life, and together they enjoy great times. Together, the two can fly without fear of falling.
Many Sagittarius-Aquarius relationships enjoy the feeling of mutual admiration. Sagittarius is attracted to Aquarius's individuality, vision and creative capacity. Aquarius admires Sagittarian excellence and initiative -- Sagittarius is always coming up new ideas, but they aren't always able to carry them out the way Aquarius can. Both Signs relish their independence, and there aren't many conflicts because each understands this about the other. At times, Sagittarius may seem too selfish for Aquarius, who in turn may be too out-there for their Sagittarian partner. As long as they communicate their happiness about the relationship, they will overcome any bumps in the road, major or minor.
Sagittarius is ruled by the Planet Jupiter and Aquarius is ruled by the Planets Saturn and Uranus. These three Planets form a sort of cycle that typifies the Sagittarius-Aquarius relationship, especially their ability to see eye-to-eye. Uranus is the Planet of new ideas and creativity; it's from this Planet that Aquarius gets its grandiose ideas. Then Jupiter steps in with its influences toward higher learning, expansion and abundance. Finally Saturn keeps the process going to completion, following up after Uranus's inspiration has been exhausted and Jupiter's energy moves on to new things.
Sagittarius is a Fire Sign and Aquarius is an Air Sign. Air fuels Fire and keeps it going much in the same way that Aquarius can inspire Sagittarius to make great leaps. Sagittarius can keep up with the Water Bearer's tendency to engage in experiments based on futuristic ideas. When they come together, they are an innovative, inventive team! Aquarius and Sagittarius use intellect and a sense of adventure to gain new experiences -- each fosters creativity in the other. Both Signs have a wide variety of interests, and Sagittarius's need to get in on the action gives them ease with which to put the plans of the idea-generating Aquarius into action.
Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign and Aquarius is a Fixed Sign. Sag rolls with the punches and is happy to stop what they are doing to tend to other matters. Aquarius is slightly less adjustable, more into sustaining a project already in progress as long as they are passionate about its completion. Aquarius can help situate and resolve issues rather than jumping blindly into new ones, whereas Sagittarius is happy to drift from one subject to the next as the mood takes them. They are both loyal and devoted to one another, and they can get past a lot together.
What's the best aspect of the Sagittarius-Aquarius relationship? It's their ability to resolve difficult issues when they put their hearts in the matter. Mutable Fire and Fixed Air cover all the bases: These partners can stick with an idea once it's firmly implanted. Their formidable combination makes theirs a relationship of outward motion as well as inward depth.
Romantic Compatibility

Monday, September 20, 2004

A annoying day but fun day!!!

I still can't get over some fact tt sth happen in my life which is so ridiculous la!!! How can some ppl become so Annoying n domineering over thing tt they should not be involve with... HeLo!!! Dun u know everyone have their right to befren ppl, we dun need permission from some ppl to be with somebody!!! TT is a violation to human right!!! (U know who I'm referring too!!!) Pls u r not even GOD or Any Royal which can command ppl to stop being with some ppl lor!!! TT is so BHB!!! Such A Piece Of Shit la!!! Totally an imbecile!!! oki enough of venting my anger!!!

Today was so cool!!! I read one of my fren blog(Jasen) He was praising me!!! I feel like floating in the air!!! Hahaha!!! Jking No la just trying to exaggerate abit!!! But ya Thanks alot for ur praise!!! I think gd fren are those who dun despise u n always encourage u!!! they are more worth than any fren!!! But IS there really true friendship (reason being tt I just lose a gd fren due to some bastard fren)? I'm now questioning the value of friendship in modern society!!! SoB sOb!!! Aiya wat can I do cuz I am insignificant in tt person's life... Aiya now my life is so rocky, I really hope it will end soon n I can regain my confidence again in making worthy frens ard me!!! But now I have some gd one ard me!!! ThAnKs Ppl!!!

Today went to Tya house to study Geog... Hahaha we ended up study awhile n start chatting thru out n playing!!! Later Tya's maid cook us some food but it was so spicy tt I can't tahan it!!! Den I had to ask for ketcup!!! so sad rite tt I can't take too spicy food, sorry la so paiseh me at Tya's house!!! But it is oki!!! Den we went to walk walk n chit chat at her nearby shop!!! WE ate waffle with ice cream!!! so cool!!! Hahaha!!! It was very nice!!! I think we probably given up hope for geog paper 1 liao hahaha at the rate we r going hehehe!!! But it is oki...
(Life still move on for me!!!) I will get over it!!!

Today's Tarot card reading!!!
Love: The Wheel of Fortune... Touchstone: The Devil... Career: The Star
It's all go in your personal life, dear jonedison! While the Devil pedals away furiously, the Wheel of Fortune turns in your favor! You're in full seduction mode and you radiate charm and charisma. Nonetheless, don't become too possessive over your partner or too overbearing in trying to win over a new conquest. It won't take much for things to get out of hand. In the professional sphere, the Star and the Devil make you very single-minded and enthusiastic. You can get through a whole mountain of work without even feeling tired. You put yourself heart and soul into the things you are undertaking, ensuring the greatest probability for personal growth and flamboyant success. Even if your motives are not financial, you can rest assured that your commitment and efforts will be rewarded appropriately.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Today Horoscope for me!!!

Today reading:
What an odd day this is. There is an almost hysterical quality to it, as people laugh maniacally one minute and burst into tears the next. There's no sense trying to explain it, it's all part of the intense atmosphere of the day. You will be happiest steering clear of your more volatile colleagues. The mood will be more stable tomorrow, JonEdison.
Tarot card reading: Love: The Sun... Touchstone: Strength... Career: Justice...
Today, you'll be expressing your love with the help from the card of Strength and the Sun, dear Jonedison! Your special relationship will gain intensity and passion, regardless of whether you've been together for a long time or not. And yet, such intensity always carries an element of risk. Maybe you're asking too much - by wanting to have constant reassurance? Try to be less demanding. That way you'll avoid one potential source of conflict. In your work environment, the confrontation between Justice and Strength reactivates certain practical issues. You're more than ever faithful to your principles and therefore make a difficult choice in order to re-establish a certain balance in the distribution of tasks and the remuneration. This decisions are not necessarily popular with the rest of the staff, and people might start grumbling. If you're working in a team, you'll have to bear in mind that different people have different interests, and each one has their own ego...
Young Sagittarius
A fire sign with tremendous zeal for life, your little Sagittarius will radiate with delight to be alive. Represented by the centaur that has four feet firmly planted on the ground and the aim of a superior archer, these personalities know what they want and won't stop until they get it! Theirs is a vivacious and fun-loving sign. There is a quality about Sagittarians that seems to discard troubles "like water off a duck's back." This sign can have a handful of lessons before and during the teenage years that chart the course for the rest of life's journey. Sagittarians are very quick at studying and they will not misfire twice in the same way. These "misfires" - be they troubles with friends or challenges at school - sink deep into the Sagittarian consciousness. Your young one may need some help gaining perspective after these perceived failures but once that's over, there is no looking back! There is an outstanding amount of energy in this sign! Sagittarians may stand out from the rest of their peers because of their high energy. Look for athletic ability, passion for hobbies and keen intelligence. If you have other children, this may be the one whom you depend on to be the "easy" or "responsible" one. However, just when you think you can rely on your young Sagittarius to act one way, they will turn and shoot their arrow in a completely unsuspected direction - and hit the bull's eye! The best way to support your Sagittarians is to explain clearly where you stand in your own life. Knowing where you are and how you feel about things will give them the balance they need to shoot their own arrows with a steady hand in the direction they wish to go.

abt me!!!

The Renaissance ideal
The leading thinkers of the Renaissance were not just experts in their own field. The renaissance scholar was expected to master all branches of knowledge.With his insatiable desire to know everything, Leonardo da Vinci is often held up as the ideal Renaissance man.

You are an Intrapersonal thinker
Intrapersonal thinkers:
Spend a lot of time thinking about and trying to understand themselves
Reflect on their thoughts and moods, and work to improve them
You understand how your behaviour affects your relationships with others
Like intrapersonal thinkers, Leonardo worked hard to improve all aspects of himself.
Other Intrapersonal thinkers include Sigmund Freud, Gandhi, Grahame Greene
Careers which suit Intrapersonal Thinkers includePsychologist, Teacher, Pilot, Child care worker, Explorer, Drama therapist

You are a Musical Thinker
Musical thinkers:
Tend to think in sounds, and may also think in rhythms and melodies
Are sensitive to the sounds and rhythms of words as well as their meanings.
Feel a strong connection between music and emotions
Like many musical thinkers, Leonardo loved to sing, and had a fine voice
Other Musical Thinkers include Mozart, John Lennon, Jimi Hendrix
Careers which suit Musical Thinkers includeMusician, Music teacher, Sound engineer, Recording technician

You are an Existential Thinker
Existential thinkers:
Like to spend time thinking about philosophical issues such as "What is the meaning of life?"
Try to see beyond the 'here and now', and understand deeper meanings
consider moral and ethical implications of problems as well as practical solutions
Like existential thinkers, Leonardo questioned man's role in the universe. Many of his paintings explored the relationship between man and God.
Other Existential Thinkers include The Buddha, Gandhi, Plato, Socrates, Martin Luther King
Careers which suit Existential Thinkers include Philosopher, Religious leader, Head of state, Artist, Writer
try this out

Interesting stuff!!!

Background
Scores on the questionnaire form a scale that tracks the development of reasoning from childhood through to adulthood about social, ethical and moral issues. The original research using this questionnaire was conducted in the United States by Kohlberg and was followed up by John Gibbs, Karen Basinger and Dick Fuller.
Most children make decisions based on the influence of power and authority figures, progressing through an emphasis upon exchange relationships with others, then on to mutual and social expectations.
Some people progress to a level where they base their moral reasoning on universal values. Others become fixed at earlier stages depending upon circumstances. But recent research has suggested that it is possible to change the way you reason about your social responsibilities.
Personlity test
My Results
Your score puts you in the mature category of social reasoning and the majority of people will have scores in this range. Thinking here transcends the practicalities of one's preferences and exchanges to an emphasis upon social feeling, caring and conduct.
You take into account the consequences of actions for other people, whether for benefit or harm, as a consideration in its own right for deciding how one should act towards others. You emphasise relationships, thinking how you might feel if you were on the receiving end. Empathy is important, as well as compassion.
You are likely to expect others to conform to normally expected conduct, reflecting on "common decency" and will think of the chaos caused by laws being broken. You will value, love and respect others, and appreciate some higher values, as well as speaking of the benefits of a clean conscience or pride.

Saturday, September 18, 2004

A sad day!!!

Today I was so sad!!! I have lost all wat I have expected from wat is called friendship... Life is going crazy n haywire... I think I'm going mad la... Wat has life become so unreasonable n biased!!! But stilll it is oki cuz JoN always look on the brite side of life... Life still move on as per normal!!! Why ppl always misunderstand my effort n think otherwise!!! TT is so lame n the ppl out there is so petty la!!! So sad rite!!! But nvm some day somewhere over the rainbow over the skyline out there, I will find sone who will understand me totally!!! Maybe the person is already in my life but I haven notice it!!! Sorry la me abit tut n need alot of observation as my observation have deteriorated!!! I have lost my power, my ability to judge clearly!!! Now is my solitude period where I should go to my mountain to pratice my skill n brush up my ablility!!! Hahahaha!!! Like some martial arts show whereby the top pugilistic have a period of time where they retreat to their place of solitute where they can attain more power!!! Life SUX!!!

But it is oki!!! Maybe it is good for me!!! As I can have more time of observation instead of being invovled so I can attain my advisor status back again which I am good at in the past but not now after all the stupid darn thing I have lose my advisor abilities!!! Now I will have to avoid some ppl in fact most ppl... YA!!! U know who u r!!! But remember I will be back to take my revenge on those petty ppl!!! Muahahahaha!!! No la jking onli!!! Since when Jon will take revenge but onli in cold warfare which is more torturous than revenge!!! hehehe!!!

Friday, September 17, 2004

Good or Bad

"Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible and achieves the impossible..."
What can I do when the only person who can make me stop crying is the person who makes me cry!
It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.
'Good or bad, hard to say'
Once upon a time, there was a king. The king liked one of his followers very much because he was very wise and always gave very useful advice. Therefore the king took him along wherever he went. One day, the king was bitten by a dog, the finger was injured and the wound was getting worse. He asked the follower if that was a bad sign. The follower said, Good or bad, hard to say . In the end, the finger of the king was too bad that had to be cut.
The king asked the follower again if that was a bad sign. Again, the follower gave the same answer, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. The king became very angry and sent the follower to prison.
One day, the king went hunting in the jungle. He got excited when he was on the chase of a deer. Deeper and deeper he went inside the jungle. In the end he found himself lost in the jungle. To make thing worse, he got captured by the native people lived inside the jungle.
They wanted to sacrifice him to their god. But when they noticed that the king had one finger short, they released him immediately as he was not a perfect man anymore and not suitable for sacrifice. The king managed to get back to his palace after all. And he finally understood the follower's wise quote, 'Good or bad, hard to say'. If he hadn't lost one finger, he could have been killed by the native people. He ordered to release the follower, and apologized to him. But to the king amaze, the follower was not mad at him at all. Instead, the follower said, 'It wasn't a bad thing that you locked me up.'
Why? Because if the king hadn't locked the follower up, he would have brought the follower along to the jungle. If the native found that the king was not suitable, they would have used the follower. Again, the quote 'Good or bad, hard to say' stands.
The moral of the story Everything that happens in this world, there is no absolute good or bad. Sometimes good things turned out to be bad things eventually, while bad things become a gain.
Whatever good things that happen to you, enjoy it, but don't have to hold too tight to it, treat it as a surprise in your life. Whatever bad things that happen to you, don't have to feel too sad or despair, in the end, it might not be a total bad thing after all.
If one can understand this, he or she will find life much easier.
The human heart, at whatever age, opens only to the heart that opens in return. When we lose the right to be different we lose the privilege to be free...

Thursday, September 16, 2004

It Depends Whose Hands It's In

A basketball in my hands is worth about $19.
A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million.
It depends whose hands it's in...
A baseball in my hands is worth about $6.
A baseball in Mark McGuire's hands is worth $19 million.
It depends whose hands it's in...
A tennis racket is useless in my hands.
A tennis racket in Venue Williams'hands is a Championship Winning.
It depends whose hands it's in...
A rod in my hands will keep away a wild animal.
A rod in Moses' hands will part the mighty sea.
It depends whose hands it's in...
A sling shot in my hands is a kid's toy.
A sling shot in David's hand is a mighty weapon.
It depends whose hands it's in...
Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in my hands is a couple of fish sandwiches.
Two fish and 5 loaves of bread inGod's hands will feed thousands.
It depends whose hands it's in...
Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse
Nails in Jesus Christ's hands will produce salvation for the entire world.
It depends whose hands it's in...
As you see now it depends whose hands it's in.
So put your concerns, your worries, your fears,your hopes, your dreams, your families and your relationships in God's hands because
It depends whose hands it's in...
This message is now in your hands. What will YOU do with it?

Call On Me
If one day you feel like crying... Call me... I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you.
If one day you want to run away--Don't be afraid to call me... I don't promise to ask you to stop... But I can run with you.
If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me... I promise to be there for you... And I promise to be very quiet.
But if one day you call... And there is no answer... Come fast to see me... Perhaps I need you.

Things I Learned From My Kitty!
Curiosity never killed anything, except maybe a few hours
Variety is the spice of life: one day ignore people, the next day annoy them
Climb your way to the top, that's why the drapes are there
If you're not receiving enough attention, try knocking over some very expensive antique lamps
When eating out, think nothing of sending back your meal twenty or thirty times
When in doubt, cop an attitude
Make your mark in the world, or at least spray in each corner
Never sleep alone when you can sleep on someone's face
Find your place in the sun, especially if it happens to be on that nice pile of warm, clean laundry
Always give generously, a small bird or rodent left on the bed tells them "I care"
When you go out in the world, remember: being placed on a pedestal is a right, not a privilege.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

I Wish For You

Comfort on difficult days,
Smiles when sadness intrudes,
Rainbows to follow the clouds,
Laughter to kiss your lips,
Sunsets to warm your heart,
Gentle hugs when spirits sag,
Friendships to brighten your being,
Beauty for your eyes to see,
Confidence for when you doubt,
Faith so that you can believe,
Courage to know yourself,
Patience to accept the truth,
And love to complete your life.
And if you can't have all that...

Then I wish you enough chocolate
to make it through the tough times....

U know who I'm refering to...

A fun n exciting day!!!

Today is the econ paper tt I have been preparing for!!! I had work so hard for it but damn!!! I was so screwed up in the exam la... I couldn't finish the paper n I also dun understand wat I'm writing la... I think I'm going to fail these exam again sia... So totally hate it!!! Can't stand why we need to take exam for!!! Does it help us or ruin us... Wat we need is just education wat, knowledge wat... Do we need to remmber them to the extent tt we memorise them by hard or we remember them n used it as n when it is applicable... I think now we are like rats who are chasing these paper achievement for nth not even for the cheese... We have start to become like robot tt are being program to work instead to slow thing down n think... Why r we here for... Yes to earn a living but do we really need these paper certificate to prove our productivity or all we need is skills n determination n bit of knowledge...

Oki enough of the negative impacts in my life... Now let me take u into my bright side journey of my life... Today after my exam I intend to go relax cuz tmr no paper n I will be staying at home to rest... I went out with my friends to town to watch movie n window shopping as usual... WE watch the movie 'The Terminal'... The show was so nice n crappy n funny n I got to say it is a NICE n GOOD movie to watch... It reflects wat is called Life, whereby we have to work for the thing tt we wan... It was so fantasic... THe story line was good, the actors choosen was good n everything was good... Guys u all should go n watch the movie, it is worth ur money n time... Today was so cool cuz I also know a few frens... They are very nice n crappy ppl... Enjoy the times with them... WE were joking n talking everything under the sun... It was so cool la... Thanks guys for the accompany today... Hope we will see each other soon again...

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

A day in downtown BK!!!

Today have Geog Paper 2... Kinda study for it but it turn out to be kinda bad cuz I can't really do the paper... Was very sad though... But after all Human Geog is not my cup of tea... Dun really like Human Geog but too bad it weighs 50% of the whole paper so I still have to work very hard for it to make sure I can score for the overall mark for Geog...

Later I went to BK at Downtown East to study for Econ paper for the next day... Study kinda long until my head feel like going to explode cuz loaded with too much thing liao... Later I went to TM n CS to walk walk... It is for relaxing myself after studying too much, Kinda pampering myself for a little break... Was window shopping with my Mei Zi... We went to TOY' R' US n look at all the toys there... Some of the toys remind me of my childhood... There are alot of toys tt I used to played b4... So cool now to look at them... We also went to Courts n Best to look at some of the furniture n electronic stuff cuz I am planning for my future room n was doing some window shopping for items n plan my budget for it... I speculated tt I will need abt $5000 to refurnish my room to a very nice one... But I can onli do tt after I come out of NS... So in two yrs time den u all can come n see my room...

Monday, September 13, 2004

Thought of the day!!!

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them. Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry? If love isn't a game, why are there so many players? Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push! Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the goodstuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have. Some people make the world special by just being in it. Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there. True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars.... You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile. Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end. Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart. If u love something... Let it go. If it comes back to you its yours.... If it doesn't then it never was. A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true. LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one...
To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple...
To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate...
To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam...
To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born...
To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby...
To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper...
To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers Who are waiting to Meet...
To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane...
To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident...
To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics...
Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.
To realize the value of a friend: Lose one.
Peace love and prosperity to all

Sianz!!!

Today paper was damn idiot sia, dun know wat the hell Ms Ong is testing on us on... The thing was like damn hard la... dun even know how to do n approach the Qns... NVM la can't be bother with it liao... Just hope all the best for the rest of the paper tt is to come... I wanna score for geog n econ well... Nxt week geog n cla too... Today i will stop here n will try to update u all again... Hahaha!!! All the best to ur prelim ppl!!!

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Wat is life?

In this society, alot of thing seems impossible but yet when u believe in it, u can actually achieve it. All u need is someone to encourage u n give u the strength to help u move on with life. Do not let failure stumble ur heart nor take failure as an end, instead u should take failure as a new beginning so dun give up... I think we should always look on the bright side of life but remember not to be over-confident... In life there is alot of dilemma, stimes u dun know wat u really want... The worst thing is tt when u have it, u dun wan it... But when u lose it, u wan to have it... Life is so sad and confusing... I dun know wat I wan, and now it happens i still cling on to my past, dun know whether should I continue holding on to it or move on... Should I let go or should I hold on, I can't make a rationale decisions... I really need alot of help!!! Who can help? God? Maybe He do help me but it is just tt I dun feel it yet... Frens? Yes they do help but they can only help tt far cuz wat i experience maynot be easily explain n solve it out... But I really do appreciate their helps... Thanks ppl!!!

Saturday, September 11, 2004

I'm totally in a great dilemma!!!

I'm so sad n confused, dun know why... I hope all thing will go well n work well... I really hope I can do well for my exam... But I really work hard alot for this exam n if these fail I will be very sad.... Another problem I faced was in relationship, I dun know wat to expect from the thing tt is happening now in my life... So sad... Dun know la... WaT is LoV3, wAt is LiF3, wat there is so many ups n downs... I can't stand it, I can't handle it anymore... I think I'm going to give up on all thing...

Let us all observe a min of silence as a tribute to the sept 11 incident...
We Take a Moment to Rememer September 11th
September 11, 2001All Around The World

Friday, September 10, 2004

A Dilemma!!!

Have you ever loved someone and they no idea or whatsoever? Or fell for your best friend in the world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall for someone else? Have u ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid.. afraid of what we don't know,afraid of what others will think, afraid what will be found out about us. But everywhere we tell a lie.. The thing we fear grows stronger. Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them.. When the moment you cant feel them under your fingertips you miss them?Have you ever wondered which hurts most; saying something and wishing you had not, or not saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart.. But if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You cant tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.. When you least suspected, or even when you don't want it to..Have you ever loved someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much.. For fear that the other person does not care as much, or that life is all about risks and it requires you to jump, don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had..

Thursday, September 09, 2004

A mugging Day!!!

I had a productive use of my day today, I study Geog today n learn alot of thing and did alot of revision... Share with u sth...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or
Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other perso n was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. And I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid), you wou ld be in my heart. Would I be in yours?
If you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back.
We might be best friends one year,pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, every one needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.I LOVE YOU!!!!Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them know that you care...send this back to the person who sent it to you if you consider them a friend as well.

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Do You Believe In Miracles?

You are looking at what many people believe is a Miracle.

Two days after the disaster of September 11, 2001 a construction worker found several perfectly formed crosses planted upright in a pit in the rubble of World Trade Center. The large, cross-shaped metal beams just happened to fall that way when one of the towers collapsed.
Same rescue workers expreesed that when they saw these Miracle Crosses, that they felt a peace and was comforted.
Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. --- Psalms 23:4
In memory of all that lost there lives September 11, 2001 this Miracle Cross was memorialized and now stands above Ground Zero in New York.

A tribute to those who died on Sept 11 (3 days )

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

A Source of Hope!!!

Interesting reading ... a good reminder as we walked pass over half of the year ....Interesting chat
God : Hello. Did you call me?
Me : Called you? No.. who is this?
God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me : Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me : I understand. But I still cant figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God : Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me : Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me : why are we then constantly unhappy?
God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried aboutyesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me : But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me : But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty....
God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me : If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me : You mean to say such experience is useful?
God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me : But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes fromstruggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me : Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading....
God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me : Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me : In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not whatyou are missing.
Me : What surprises you about people?
God : when they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me : Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Me : How can I get the best out of life?
God : Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me : One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God : There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me : Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Year with a new sense of inspiration.
God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Monday, September 06, 2004

Inspiration Thought to live By... N Cool webby!!!

A Butterfly's Struggle
A Butterfly A man found a cocoon for a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through the little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and could go no farther. Then the man decided to help the butterfly.
He took a pair of scissors and snipped the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. Something was strange. The butterfly had a swollen body and shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and deformed wings. It was never able to fly.
What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the smallopening of the cocoon are God`s way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon. Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life.
If God allowed us to go throughall our life without any obstacles, that would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. Not only that, we could never fly.

Seeing ur "ONE"
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!
Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

COOL WEBBY!!!
In times of trouble,
In times of need,
If you are feeling SAD,
You can count on me.
I will give you a wink,
Untill you smile,
give you a hug ,
And stand by your side.
I'll be there for you till the end,
I'll always and forever, be your friend
I'll Always Be There

You have been sent the candle of peace.
The candle of peace symbolizes...
Peace, Friendship, and Love.
Help to spread peace, friendship, and love bysending this candle to all of your truest friends
Candle OF Peace

I Feel Good!
You Know What?
Granny Goes Wild
A Smile Is Contagious
Cute Internet Kissers eCard

Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I cannot accept, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill today because they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as theymay be connected to the butt that I may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me to always give 100% at work...12% on Monday, 23% on Tuesday, 40% on Wednesday, 20% on Thursday, 5% on Fridays. And help me to remember...When I'm having a really bad day, and it seems that peopleare trying to piss me off, that it takes 42 muscles to frown andonly 4 muscles to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!

Sunday, September 05, 2004

A happy day!!!

Today so happy, The service I went today was damn good n it motivated me alot... After service, I went to SAF open house n it was damn cool too... Walk ard the place n enjoy myself too... See alot of nice performance n ppl... Den after tt I went home and go online to chat... Den I know this person who is so nice to me.... WE kinda click, hahaha!!! WE chat very long until 3 am sia... It was so cool, it had been some time I chat this long...

Prayer is important!!!

James 5:17 Elijah was a man with a nature like ours, and he prayed earnestly that it would not rain; and it did not rain on the land for three years and six months.

Elijah prayer life is strong... He prayed and prayed again... In doing so, you will open heaven... And this will lead to a fruitful life...
We got to spend time seeking God... Effective, Fervent Prayer is Important... You have to go n do it...
"Blesssed are those who do not see n yet believe" Presence of God come thru Strong prayer... We got to have a strong prayer life... It is alot of determination to build ur relationship with God...
You can rebuild ur alter again, and be strong in prayer again...

Mt6:5 And when you pray, you shall not be like the hypocrites. For they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the corners of the streets, that they may be seen by men. Assuredly, I say to you, they have their reward.
Ps91:1 He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.

You got to have the Word of God and A Strong Prayer... Create your destiny and not wait for it to come... Jehovah Elohim... We have to pray and step out by faith and cross over... Nth is Impossible for us if we have God on our side n seek God!!! Our Father in Heaven will heard our prayer...

James 5:16 Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.
Gal4:19 My little children, for whom I labor in birth again until Christ is formed in you,
Hos 10:12 Sow for yourselves righteousness; Reap in mercy; Break up your fallow ground, For it is time to seek the Lord, Till He comes and rains righteousness on you.
Mark 11:22-24 So Jesus answered and said to them, "Have faith in God. For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, 'Be removed and be cast into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.
Come to God's Presence... You have to learn to praythru... Power come thru prayer... The main deal is to pray and read the Word of God... The process is tedious but u have to have the determination to do it... God works thru faith...

7 steps in Prayer
1. Desire it
You have to walk according to the Word, den God will grant u ur desire...
2. Decide upon it
Committed to the Lord...
3. Ask for it
Matthew 7:7-11 "Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. Or what man is there among you who, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent? If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him!
Our faith strengthen with more prayer...
4. Recieve it
Feel the substance n recieve God Tangible presence...
5. Speak it
Confess it... You can have wateva u say when u believe n confess it in ur heart...
6. See it
put on the Mind of Christ...
7. Act upon it
U got to cross over... Faith is an act!!! Ur setback can become ur comeback... You can get up again, rise up again...

Remember wat eva u do always seek the Lord in Prayer n builds a strong relationship with Him cuz His Love nva fails... HE is our source n salvation... HE will take care of all our needs n supply it to us when we put Him first in our lives...

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Saturday, September 04, 2004

Die la!!! GP exam gone liao!!!

Die la!!! I dun even know wat I'm writing for my GP essay sia!!! Today I was feeling very down cuz I think I'm going to screw my GP exam sia... Paper 2 seems to be easy but still I dun dare to pin too much hope too... I think I'm going to be dead again this time round...

Another poem I write while doing the paper...

A life of misery is without love...
LoV3 gives u energy but also suck out energy from u...
It gives motivation and yet kills dreams...
It is like a rose with thorns...
It is beautiful but also dangerous...
You have to handle it with tender care...
Or else be prepared to despair...
It shines in darkness but also creates darkness...
So is love a fren or a foe?
U have to determine for urself...
Stimes is is a fren, stimes it isn't...
Oxy-moron is always the case of love...
When u have it, u rejoice...
When u lose it, u dismay...
So wat is love? no one can explain...

Life is full of irony, the shade of grey is now increasing till u can't identify distinct areas now...

Friday, September 03, 2004

A Poem abt me!!!

站在这个世界,暸望外界的边际,我觉得十分渺小。
什么是爱情,我好象知道,但现在好象什么都不知道。有时不知道,却好象知道。
从中有不少起伏,我有失也有获。
但我总是相信爱的存在,爱的伟大。
虽然有失恋的经验,十分痛苦,但被爱的感觉总是美好的。
因为爱不一定只是在感情而已,它也可能在友情鱼亲情上。
爱是生命的推动力,它给予你希望。
虽然有时希望十分渺茫,但只要你相信,它就有可能发生。
你需要勇敢面对与尝试,才会有收获。
但要知道不是每一个收获一定是好的。
人生经验是靠你敢不敢去尝试,
每次的经验会让你跟了解自己。
人生的旅程不是每次一路顺风的,也不是经常有暴风雨,
但无论发生什么事都要以乐观与客观的心情去面对。
在好的时候,不要太得意,在坏的时候,也不要太灰心。
在悲的时候,要大哭一场,在乐的时候,要尽情的欢乐。在失望时,给予自己希望,在快乐时,给予自己绝望。


{ Translation }
Standing in this world n look at the horizon, I feel so small...
What is LoV3, I thought I knew but yet I dun really know...
When I dun understand wat is LoV3, I seemed to be able to understand it...
Life is full of struggle, stimes you gain, stimes u lose...
But I always believe there is love, Love is great...
Though I had breakup experience b4, and it is heart-breaking, It nva stops me from asking for more...
Cuz Love is beautiful...
Becuz Love does not means relationship with ur partner alone onli, but also exist in other forms...
Such as friendship, kinship and more (God)...
Love is a motivational force, it gives hope...
Though Hope stimes may seems vague and impossible but if u believe, it can be possible to be fulfilled...
You got to be daring to try so as to recieve...
But remember wat you receive may not always be perfect...
Life experience come when u try, everytime u try u will learn sth...
Life journey may not be smooth all the times nor filled with thunderstorms all the times...
But no matter wat happen always look on the bright side of life...
In good times, dun be too happy, in bad times, never be too sad...
In sad times, cry it all out, in happy moments, enjoy urself totally...
In depressed times, seek hope, in glory times, seek despair...
In doing so, in depressed times you will not be too dishearted as sunshine n rainbow always appear at the end of a thunderstorms...
N in happy moments, you will not be too engrossed with it until thunderstorms strike u unaware n unattended n u r at the most vunerable position...
Life n LoV3 is always so mysterious...

An hour of Poem competition!!!

Rei:
Leaves of maple kind, Falls in brown and red...
A minute and an hour, There isn't much difference...
Time is suspended, Forever in animation...

JonEdison:
Forever in animation, U see your lives changing...
There is sunshine, there is thunderstorms...
But remember I will always be there, Love is beautiful...

Jaja:
Love is beautiful yet it hurts, Felt being pricked by thorns...
I wonder... Why is Love beautiful?

Why is love beautiful? So tragic and unique...
A tangled web of feeling and deceit, Arose in winter, a thorn in my side...
Forever I'll remember, The glass shattering inside...

The glass shattering inside, Water raining outside...
Depressed heart is void, So where is love?

So where is love? Questions n answers...
Running in circle, Forever near breaking...
I see the light , so I keep on running...
Onwards n forever, Until I reach the ending...

Until I reach the ending, I lose hope n light...
All things had fade away, All was gone...
Darkness fill my sky, I can no longer see...

I can no longer see, Star collasped upon me...
DArkness befalls my lonely soul, Death awaits me...

Death awaits me, And I dance...
A nightmare of insanity, I scream and I cry...
As sakuras fall ard me, Their soft pink petals, Mocking, screaming in silence...
Tell me, am I me?

Tell me, am I me? I wish it is not me...
Yet I want to be in it, Who am me I no longer know...
I am now blantly living on with my life
A life filled with sorrows n joy

A life filled with sorrows n joy...
Two words meant to be apart...
Words tt could destroy u silently...
Taking you to the dark path...

Taking you to the dark path, Come dance with me
A lone moth, Drawn to the flame
I will be ur downfall, I will be ur eternity...

I will be your eternity, Sorrow and love filled your life...
Should u be happy or should u cry...
It is on the edged where u decide...
Double-edged sword is on your hand...

Double-edged sword is on your hand, Take the plunge, or do wat u can...
A complex riddles of lies and truth...
Say wat you will, Be prepared to do...

Thursday, September 02, 2004

Happy Tuesday!!!

A mugging day at airport!!!
Hei guess wat I'm doing right now? I'm at the airport right now studying... I'm at MacDonald using their computer to blog... So cool to be able to study at airport again n now with this facilities ard, it serve us better... Like me, I can blog n study at the same time n update to my frens wat I'm doing... Love Airport... A best place for everything...

I will be coming to airport to study lately cuz I think it is a best place... Also now I'm preparing for GP exam which is this Sat paper... I'm doing some reading on my GP package to back me up with sufficient content to score on my content part of the paper... Later after finishing study n done with GP, I will be studying my CLA stuff cuz I wanna do well this time round for my CLA... This time round I hope I can have a decent prelim mark to spur me for A LvL... I wanna go Australia or New Zealand to study sia... So I have to do better so tt I can go overseas to study...

Probably I will study other subject later cuz my current weakness is my language, Both GP n CLA so I have to work harder for these two subject first... As for Geog N Econ, I'm doing quite oki but also need to study too but maybe at the later part of my study schedule... Ya den later I will be going to watch movie with my frens... Watch Cinderella Story !!!

Cinderella Story!!!

The movie was damn great, I love the story very much... There is alot of joy n tear when I was watching the movie... It tells me more abt wat is called LoV3... LoV3 is so great!!! LoV3 is everything!!! The movie was great, I think u all should go n watch the movie... Cuz stimes wat seems impossible can actually become true n possible if u fight for it!!! LoV3 is sth tt u need to fight for, cuz u can't wait for it to come unless u go seeked for it... I really hope one day can be like Cinderella, hoping for sone to love me n care 4 me... The story line is great... I like both the Lead Actor(Chad Micheal Murray) n Lead Actress(Hilary Duff)... The Guy is so cute n handsome, The Gal is so pretty...

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Wednesday, September 01, 2004

A Friend

No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say. If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.
"Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!"
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle." Plato
"It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."
"Enthusiasm is contagious. You could start an epidemic!"

Some say love, it is a river That drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger An endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower And you its only seed
It's the soul afraid of dreaming, That never learns to dance
And the soul afraid of waking, That never takes the chance
It's the one, who won't be taken Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying, That never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long
When you feel that love is only For the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love In the spring becomes the rose