I was truly amazed at how God can work in your messed up life. I was kinda feeling sad and lonely lately of all the things happen in my life. I was chased out of house on Mon night and live a life of wat I always wanted to be out of the house. Den in the end I was kinda psycho back home cuz of my grandma's advice and my mum giving in to me. It happen due to my absence at home lately and the matter was a small matter which was being blown out of control due to selfishness of the family. I was with my sisters playing bball at our void deck with frens, however in the end after the games I sort of invite my frens over to wash themselves up which make my mum angry for no apparent reason, so in the end due to these matter I was chase out of house which I feel was stupid, so I really make it a point to leave n no coming back initially as it mean real freedom for me. Den in the end, my mum engage my grandma to talk to me n get me back home. After much talking and my mum kinda give in den I return home the next day. Things started to change but still tension is in the air. But was glad tt God have kept me well enough. Labels: Updates
Nth much happen much since den, so today (fri), in the afternoon I arrange a window shopping at orchard with some of the cell grp members like Eileen Chia, Huan Li, Thomas and Natelie. It was cool as we shop the whole of Far East Plaza, den we went to Library @ Orchard den to Heeren. It was a fruitful day spent though our initial plan was to go Sentosa for Beach Volleyball but was cancelled due to underwhelming response. I was really dishearten but in the end the shopping make me feel so grateful tt we explore Orchard and also spend time with closed frens tt is making an impact in our life. Really thank them for the time spend together. After shopping, we head down to BK's house for CG. Though today wasn't much on preaching, but we learn abt how to win soul tt make us wise, and also how to lose soul which makes us dumb. The sharing was really good and it makes me reflect alot of my life tt is currently messed up. Today a Word from God speak to me tt though I have suffer much, but in Him I can find rest and peace. It was so heartening as these words come juz in times to heal my brokenhearted.
After CG, I was suppose to meet a grp of frens for Game at Bugis but was late. It was like I make empty promises to them and I feel kinda bad enough. Den another fren den ask me for clubbing, initially dun feel like gg but was feeling bad to reject it and in the end went ahead. It turn out to be more disastrous as thing wasn't on my side of the day, I start to feel more guilt and dishearten to go. It seems like I shld have went home n not go there to feel all the thing happen there. In the end, I left early and along the way though I dun feel good at all, I started to sing praises and worship to God. It really helps as I started to feel comfort from the Lord as He really encourages me. So I really thank Him for the sharing in CG and also HIs peace tt lives in me. Praise God and Amen for a wonderful person like Jesus to be in my Life. Having Him is like u dun really need to have others' love as Jesus' Love is more than enough for satisfaction.
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
A mess up life yet was blessed by God!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 02:59
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Your Will, Lord Not Mine
Discovering God’s Plan for Your Life by Benny Hinn Labels: Personal Sharing, Sermon
Having everything you want and yet feel empty - Material world without spiritually filled
Having your way in everything you want to do - Strong willed person without wisdom
Living in God without knowing the purpose - Spirit filled yet without wisdom
Self serving vs God serving - Pride person without humility
God’s desire is for us to be molded into His image, no matter what it costs.
How you know that you are doing what you supposed to be doing with your life.
You’ve messed up so much, how can you get back on track.
How to know God’s will and serve Him.
God loves you and has a plan for your life. Living in God > God will work in your life > Enjoys the blessing > touch other ppl with a life giving message. Some ppl called it Destiny or Providence or Fate.
John 16:13
The Holy Spirit guide us into all truth using the Word of God to help us make the right decisions as we seek His will and be sensitively led by Him.
The Holy Spirit speaks to us on behalf of God. The more you listen and obey, the better you hear from Him
The Holy Spirit shows us things to come. When we make decisions, the Holy Spirit can reveal future events that may affect or be affected by that decision.
It is your responsibility to find God’s plan for your life.
John 10:10 God has plan for you but Satan also have plan for you that it comes to steal, to kill and to destroy what God has for you.
God’s road of abundance and life vs Satan road of destruction and death.
Eph 5:17 Understand the will of God
Mt 6:30 God cares about you.
1. God’s will can only be found in Jesus Christ. 1 Thess 5:18
Rom 10:13 Call upon my name, and you shall be saved.
2 Cor 5:17 Being born again and having the new man where the old man is being put away.
2. God’s will is always good Rom12:2
When God is involved, you can be in the midst of a problem and yet still have total peace. You can be going through a storm and yet remain calm. If there is any evil presence or demonic oppression, it’s not good and it is not God. God is peace, no peace mean no God.
3. God’s will must be sought.
Understanding God’s will involves a transformation. Greek word for transformation formed the word “metamorphose”.
Understanding and doing God’s will means that you will go through a total transformation throughout your life. You need to present your body to God > Allow Him to transform your mind > understand that if your body does not belong to God, your mind cannot be renewed.
You will not understand God unless you search for it. The more you read the Word of God and prays, the more you attune to God’s voice as He responds to you.
A heightened knowledge of the Word and a growing familiarity with God’s voice enables you to more readily recognize God’s leading. God’s will for you is good, acceptable and perfect.
Hearing God’s Voice through:
1. Word of God.
Reading the Bible each time will allow you to discover new meanings even the most familiar passages of the Scriptures.
2. Dreams and visions. Acts 22:17-19
Our lives was changed because of God’s visionary response to our prayers and obedience.
3. Circumstances.
God speaks through circumstances because the answers are difficult to miss. Circumstances can be excellent ways in which God chooses to show His directions. God answers through specific circumstances.
4. Prophecy and the Gifts of the Spirit. 1 Cor 14:3
3 Purposes
a. Edification means building you up in faith.
b. Exhortation encourages you to move forward.
c. Comfort reassures and calm.
A prophetic word should confirm what you already know deep down in your heart, above all, it must agree with Scripture.
5. An audible voice. Num 12:6-8
God do speak out to us directly.
6. Similitude. Hos 12:10
God speaks through a likeness or image so powerful you cannot get it out of your mind.
7. Supernatural peace Phil 4:7
When prayer is at its highest, we wait in silence for God’s voice to us, we linger in His presence for His peace and His power to flow over us and around us; we lean back in His everlasting arms and feel the serenity of perfect security in Him.
When your heart is filled with an indescribable peace that surpasses all human understanding, you are in the center of God’s will.
A man that can interpret the will of God is fully surrendered to Him. To be in will of God, we must be willing to obey Him and do His will.
Doing God’s Will Heb 13:20-21
Building your spiritual discernment so that you know and understand God’s will.
4 Stumbling Block: You need to develop spiritual “eyes” to recognize God’s direction in your life.
1. Living in sin – You got to ask forgiveness for your sin and to be make able to hear God’s voice again as Sin create a barrier between God and us. (Isa 59:2)
2. Hatred and Bitterness – Ask the Holy Spirit to give you strength to forgive. (1 John 2:9-11)
3. Busy-ness and confusion – God simply doesn’t live according to our timetable and the way of this world. (Ps 46:10 Be still and know that I am God) Be still enough to listen (Ps 23:2 / 2 Cor 11:3)
(1 Cor 14:33 God the author of peace)
4. A Made –up Mind
Dun come to God with a plan of your own, you will not hear God or you will only hear what you want to hear. And if God answer differently that you expect, you assume that He hasn’t answer you.
Always be ready to confess and to turn from your sin. Forgive those who have hurt you. Wait on God. Seek God with no will of your own. These require an awesome act of faith to set your will aside.
4 Stepping stones
1. Humility Ps 51:17
Have a humble heart. With true humility, God will move heaven and earth to speak to you and direct our paths.
2. Reverences Ps 34:9
Fearing God does not mean being scared of Him, it means reverencing Him
3. Maturity Heb 5:12-14
Doing God’s will means understanding the process of maturing in the Lord. you need to know God’s word to know His will. We must feed on the word, memorize it, meditate on it, pray over it and apply it to our lives. Maturity is a process. Changes are constant in the kingdom of God. Growth is vital. Through exercise that faith in God – knowing God, His word and His ways – the Christian becomes increasingly able to understand what is God’s will.
4. Prayer
You have to use what God plants in you at salvation, as the Holy Spirit have deposits a seed within your life that gives you the ability to hear God’s voice. That seed is watered through prayer. You will never know God’s will without watering this seed everyday. If the seed is water sporadically, its growth will be stunned. The seeds must be watered everyday because God speaks daily. (John 15:7 Abiding in God’s word)
You get to know the Lord as you prays daily. You talk to Him. You listen for His voice. And the more you hear His voice, the more discerning your ears become at recognizing Him.
God’s will – A Process
As you grow in the Lord, responding in obedience to His guidance, the Father will entrust more and more to you: more responsibilities, more power, more authority, more blessings, more challenges. He knows He can share His heart’s desire (His will) with you because you obey Him. It is a walk of faith; a relationship like this must be exercised and strengthened.
Staying in God’s Will Pro 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord always and lean not on your own understanding.
The Holy Spirit refreshed and refined our vision to reach the world for Christ. The faith of worldwide ministry we do today hasn’t happened without challenges, detours, and learning how to walk in Him, one day at a time. It’s the same for each of us, no matter what we are called to do. It’s a walk of faith that begins with small steps and then grows in direct proportion to our obedience to the Father’s guidance.
The will of God
Every believer is called to hear God’s voice and to follow His will. The Key is keeping your heart pointed toward God. This is a lifelong endeavor and a constant challenge (Deut 6:5).
Although knowing God’s will is important, doing His will with a soft, pliable heart is the mark of true wisdom (1 John 2:17).
Our Father desires to spend time with us now as preparation for an eternity together with Him. He wants to be involved in everything we do. He desires to guide our steps. He cared enough to offer His only begotten Son’s life as a sacrifice for the purpose of saving our souls and revealing His will to us. No matter what’s going on in your life right now, be encouraged. There is hope.
You see, most people know about God. Fewer know Him. Even fewer know and do His will. There is a big difference, and the choices we make are vital to the steps we take with Him.
Are you willing to do whatever it takes to know God and to do the will of God? Are you willing to make your relationship with Him the most important part of your life? Are you willing to pay the price for such a wonderful walk with Him? (Rom 12:1-2)
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 07:42
Monday, June 18, 2007
A fruitful day!!!
Today I did sth that I always wanted to do in my life and make a large turning point in my Life! Late in the morning abt noon time, I met with my cell grp members to have a bible sharing with them on how to maintain a strong cell grp and how we can equip the members and stay strong. I gave a wonderful sharing also with the help of my close buddy Eileen Chia aka baby chia chia. After the sharing we had a great game at the nearby bball court with shelter at the blk close to my house. Labels: Updates
Sth embarrass happen when they came to my house to wash their legs after the game as my mum was making a big fuss abt it. Though in the end, it kinda settle down as she need to leave for work. This fuss really make a big deal as all my sis and I was wondering why there is a need for such a kiddy fuss over it. This lead to a big commotion in the family. Hope all things will change. This is sth tt need to be change in the family for a better progression.
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 23:32
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Update for the Month of June
I notice I haven been blogging lately. I thought I have been blogging alot. Lately have alot of activities happen in my life. First was the beloved Emerge conference that I went from May 31 to June 3. It was held at Singapore Expo Hall 8 where there is alot of ppl who attend both locally and overseas. It was a fun filled activities and I enjoy the full 4 days event. I lost my voice at the end of it cuz I've been shouting and shouting and singing and singing none stop. When I queue for the 4 days conference for a total of 8 sessions, I was singing with my cg members everytime we queue and had a lot of fun. The four day conference really impacted my life so much that I saw alot of miracles and breakthrough in ppl's lives and also mine. God is indeed impacting our society like nva b4 and also our lives. We also learn how to sing in Japanese and Indonesia and also Chinese and we also have ppl like Tank, FIR, Diya, Liu Genng Hong, Darren which visit us during the conference. Labels: Updates
Currently, My church also having a churchwide Bible Study on "The sermon on the Mount", by Rev Kong Hee. It was truly a transformation sermon that really look into how the early Christians lived under wat Jesus preach at His times and how it is relevant to our modern day context. It also look into the Cultural Mandate of Christians on how we can impact the society and Bring Christ into Culture, "Kistos kai Cosmos". It is really abt how to be relevant and at the same time stay committed to God and able to reach out to the lost out there.
Hope those who read these and is interested to get hold of the sermon, you can simply go to www.attributes.com.sg to purchases the Emerge Conference 2007 and also "The Sermon on the Mount" DVDs set. For more details u can visit Atrributes bookstore or log on to www.chc.org.sg
Hope u all will be bless!!!
posted by JoN3d!5oN @ 15:22