Things to be done in the next 5 yrs!!! (not in order)
1. Be committed in Church and God!!!
2. Do well in my Job and have a stable income
3. Revamp my room n my wardrobe
4. Hope to get a partner!
5. Beef up n toned up my body
"In life there is no smooth journey but journey tt is full of challenges for u to face it!!!
But whether u take it the positive ways or the negative ways...
Dun live a regretful life but a life full of purpose n desires n Dreams yet to be fulfilled..."
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly! What kind of dark person are you?
Part Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges. If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story. You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses. A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
Part Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity. You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off. And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave. When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable
Today is the second day of the First Inaugural Asia Conference organised by City Harvest Church. The first day of the conference took place on Wed afternoon where Rev Kong Hee did the opening session sharing with us some of his background in hosting this First Asia Conference in the region that hit an international recognition among the Christian World but also in the society that even non-christians are talking about this convention that hits Singapore and all over the world is talking about it... After a heartfelt lunch with Rev Kong where he feed almost 13000 ppl in Hall 7 of Singapore Expo,the congregation is split into different places for their own different electives that they have sign up for. These electives are held in a few places within Singapore Expo, such as in Hall2,3,8 and 10 and some of the smaller conference rooms in Expo. We have a total of 29 electives program going on concurrently which allows not just the local congregations of CHC or affliate churches, it is also open to other churches locally and internationally which comprises of Asia countries as our main focus, but also countries from other continents that comes to join this event. After the electives, the congragation gather back at Hall 7 for their dinner b4 the opening svc at 730 in Hall 8. A total of over 20000 ppl attend the first session. It was an awesome session.
The Second day started off in the morning @ 9am with Rev Phil Pringle. Followed by Rev Ulf Ekman session den Lunch with Rev Phil Pringle follow by the electives den session with Rev Ulf Ekman session.
For the Mth of Dec(tentatively): Dec 6: Ben & Jerry Fest @ Fort Canning Park [2pm to 6pm] Izryn Jamming @ NLB Dec 13-18: KL Trip for Holiday Dec 26: Outing With HKNCC
I have received complain tt my blog is too spiritual and does not contain my life!!! Tt is not very true, if u read carefully enough, you can actually see my life and y I blog certain things... Oki anyway not to argue whether my blog got stuff abt my life or not, it is after all a blog tt record memories in my life...
A quick recap of wat happen so far in this 10 and a half month... Jan - Mar I have been busy teaching in East Spring Sec Sch in the morning den in the afternoon I taught in a few tuition centre... My teaching scope in ESSS is a PE, PCCG, CPA teacher... Whereas in the tuition centre, I taught a range of studies like English, Maths and Science ranging from k2-sec 3... Quite a hectic mth and schedule...
Apr - Jun I quit my morning job in ESSS and went to attend School of Theology but still continue my afternoon work as a tuition teacher... Had alot of wonderful encounter during my SOT times.
Jul - Aug I quit my job and concentrate on my final lap in SOT, attending conferences, missions trips, preparation for Graduation... Finally in Aug 23 and 24, I graduated from SOT...
Aug - Oct I went back to teaching and was at Changkat Changi Sec Sch teaching maths... Had wonderful times and know a few frens... Like Iman, Huili, Liana, Samson and Jocelyn... It is the relief teacher gang... I also applied for MOE courses and was successfully enrolled as a contract teacher... Will be gg for more NIE course and become a full pledged teacher soon I guess...
Nov Though half a mth have just passed... I have been busy preparing for Asia Conference, My church first inaugural Asia Conference which is only 2 days away and thousands of delegates from 72 countries will be joining us for these 5 days! An extraordinary lineup of world-renowned speakers and top worship leaders from around the world will be with us and we are believing God for life-transforming encounters to take place that will lead us into greater spiritual breakthroughs. We will also be featuring special performances by world-renowned singers, Carola Häggkvist, Don Moen and Sidney Mohede! I am more den excited for the events to come and is ready to serve for the ppl who are coming to fellowship with us... I am so looking forward to it...
*****Myself will be performing for a short session in the opening night!!!
For my upcoming schedule for the rest of the mth and dec is also fully packed!!!
For [if we are] in Christ Jesus, neither circumcision nor uncircumcision counts for anything, but only faith activated and energized and expressed and working through love. Galatians 5:6 (Amplified Bible)
If any person is [ingrafted] in Christ (the Messiah) he is a new creation (a new creature altogether); the old [previous moral and spiritual condition] has passed away. Behold, the fresh and new has come! 2 Corinthians 5:17 (Amplified Bible)
Keep on asking and it will be given you; keep on seeking and you will find; keep on knocking [reverently] and [the door] will be opened to you. Matthew 7:7 (Amplified Bible)
Above three verses are wat it speak to me abt my life this wk. God gave us a commandment to love ppl and exercise our faith, it is when we love tt our faith is strengthen and activated and become alive. We are to love His word and be a doer of His word... When we graft ourselves to Christ which is the True vine in our lives, we are part of His life and body, what is of the past have been passed away, a new beginning have just started... It is a process of santification where we tap not on our natural strength but on the strength of God and the Spirit of God which live in us... In times of trouble to come, we can ask from God and seekl Him and that our prayer will be answer!!!
Ytd I went to Fabulous studios to try the trial Fish Therapy, it was like so cool and fun... It was kinda scary at first but after a while sitting in the pool where fishes start to bite your old skins away was so awkward but yet interesting... It was my first time but I guess I may go back to try again or if not maybe I will go Japan to try the actual one there...
Ytd I also went for Discipleship meeting... It was a experiential encounter as Kenneth share on Leadership... It is an important topic as I have learnt in SOT that "Everything rises and falls with leadership!!!" So a leader plays an important role in a team or ppl's lives. Even when you din make a decision on a matter, it is also equivalent to making a bad decisions. No decision is also a decision!!! Good leadership leads to a rise & bad leadership leads to a fall. There is seldom an absence of leadership but poor leadership as you are yourselves a leader in ur own sphere of frens. So start to take responsibilities.
Great Leader does the follow things: 1. Gives quality to the ppl. Great leaders always strive to give their best not substandard things. 2. Carry & cast visions that are beneficial to the team. (Godly) A vision inspires ppl, and more importantly inspire new leaders. 3. Build on God's Word. We may have good experience to share with ppl, but the most impt is to have the fresh rhema & revelation from God to lead our life. 4. Sows into the next generation. Today's children are tomorrow's world & future. How can we influence the next generation? Dun forget they will grow up to leads our world!!! If the wrong value are instill in them and right values are ignored in educating them, what will the world become in the future? So prevention is always better than cure. Y not let us do sth to impact this generation so that the next generation will be able to take up our role models and continue the legacy that we have sow into their lives.
It have been a long time since I blog. The reason why I am back here was when one of my students ask me whether I have blog, den I rmb I haven been blogging since after SOT and I started work in CKSS as relief teacher... It was so fun teaching there and I kinda like the environment there, but too bad I applied for Dip in Edn, and I can only teach in Pri Sch next time. Hope I can upgrade my status fast enough to be able to teach in Sec Sch soon.
I feel so refresh recently from the book I am reading now called "Become a Better You" By Joel Osteen... It was a great book that teaches you on how to become a better person. I have alot of insight thru reading this book and it give me the encouragment to draw myself into a bigger picture and step out in faith to do the impossible. It have been so long since I last doing things in Church and Home to be a blessing and encourager. After reading this book, I have a new sense of purpose and is really to equip myself and start to bless the community that I am reaching out too...
I was thinking of having a morning prayer in my current school and really hope revival can breakforth from there... Looking forward and into the Author of my faith as He had overcome the world, now is the time for us to Arise and Build. Pressing on to the dreams to be able to lead a group of ppl who are willing to serve and bless the community as it is hard to find servant and sons of God in these current situation...
It have been so long since I last blog... For the past few wks, I have been busy with mission trips, preparation for graduation and stuff. It was a tight and busy schedule and also alot of tests and exam... But all is finished and I am glad to present myself with the advanced certificate of theology from City Harvest Bible Training School... I am now a graduate and alumni for CHBTC... I am so proud of myself!!! Now I hope for more to come after SOT... Now, I am thinking of whether to continue my study in NIE or as PTE student for mass communication... A decision I have to make b4 next year... I hope to hear some comment from my frens....
So many days have past since I last blog... It have been a busy mth... After preaching test, we have a wonderful encounter and session with Pst Mike Connell for deliverance service, it was great and we learn alot of thing. We learn how to expel demons and experience inner healing with strong presence of God. We also have some practice in class and service. I have some experience ministering delieverance too. There is this one guy in svc who suddenly manifested when his CGL prayed for him and he started to become violent. I quickly went over to help. As the security try to pin him down in vain and was kena pushed away, I juz placed my hand on his face and instantly he calm down. Den I prayed for him and minister to him... It is so exciting.
After the deliverance svc, we had fivefold ministry lesson with Pst Ming, it was so fun. He taught us so many thing. After that this wk we had Rev Joshua Hong who taught us on the school of prayer. He taught us all the techniques we can engage into prayer.
Had a wonderful encounter of deliverance and inner healing svc with Mike Connell from New Zealand. He taught us in Bible School and minister to us and impart to us the anointing of God in setting ppl free from demons and spirit that bound ppl's lives and hinder them to progress on. We also learnt alot of things from him and had a awesome time experience God and learning how to move in God's anointing. I thank God for His word "The Joy of the Lord is my strength and He is always by our side". This is what I learnt during this week. Truly indeed, We are to minister God's love to others, only in that ppl will not rely on their own's strength or worldly strength, but they will always lean on God's strength as it supersede all things on earth. Nth can replace the power of God's love.
Whatever may be your task, work at it heartily (from the soul), as [something done] for the Lord and not for men, Knowing [with all certainty] that it is from the Lord [and not from men] that you will receive the inheritance which is your [real] reward. [The One Whom] you are actually serving [is] the Lord Christ (the Messiah).
Colossians 3:23-24 (Amplified Bible)
Jesus come to Earth to set us free from the bondage of Satan, so we need to understand how to be free. We need to surrender ourselves to God and release forgiveness and cast the demons out of our life, den we are able to receive God's healing and minister Love to them.
Finally finished my TEN sermon preparation for the preaching test for my SOT modules. I was at the library planning and restructuring since 12pm till now. Finally all s finished and I can move on to the next things I need to do for my course in SOT. Have to finish my bible reading...
It has been the third days since the day we start on the preaching test this Mon 23 Jun 08. I freak out on the first day as it was the previous evaluator I had for my Mock cg test and he(wenkai) commended on my grammar that I was so conscience about his words that when I go up to preach, I was like stammering. But he commended was a heartfelt messages as he did during the mock cg test, and hope that I should build my confidence more but there isn't much grammar mistake and he think it was good. I think I was more afraid of him den anyth happens on tt day. Tue was better, it was a female evaluator called Marie. She din comment much for my preaching cuz she say she was impress and have no problem with my message. A great breakthrough for me. Today is another evaluator which I heard is Bro Po's brother. He was strict and yet he say my message was good but I have to be careful on my tone variation and loudness. So far Preaching test is great and my life is build on it daily and two more days to go before it is over but I'm glad I have finished all preparation. Amen to God!!!
Next wk will be the deliverance service with Mike Connell. Can't wait wat will happen during his lesson and service when we will learn to lay hands and pray for deliverance.
It have been so long since I last blog abt myself in SOT. Alot of things have taken place lately. From April till now, it have been three months in SOT. Finished lesson such as FT2, GOTP, HCGL, GOHS, Homiletics, Having Chapel svc with ppl like Rev John Sim, Troy Marshall, Che Ann, Robb Thompson, and also te most exciting test called MOCK CG test. I was asked to lead in three section such as warmth, welcome and word. Now I can't wait for preaching test the next hurdle to be over and for Mike Connell's deliverance svc next wk where we will learn how to pray for ppl and lay hands on them. So far I also finished reading a lot of books and complete most of my assignment. Some books which I have read: Spirit filled believers' Handbook by Derek Prince, Good Morning Holy Spirit by Benny Hinn, How to prepare Bible messages by James Braga, The Church of the Living God by Ulf Ekman, Gifts and Ministries of the Holy Spirit by Lester Sumrall. I thank God fo the strength and sustainability to complete them. Really hope in Two months time the Graduation will be a great reward for me. There is still 3 more books to complete. Here I am, going all the way to serve God and receive impartation from Him. Hee!
Finished the 3rd week of SOT. It has been a fulfilling time. We finished the tabernacle series and also learnt alot of ministering power during the foundation truths 2. I was also in the SOT Chior. It was awesome to stand on the stage to be singing to the Lord. The feeling was totally different from singing at the floor. Now I understand why choir is so anointed ministry and it is the one who carry and brings down the presence of God. So this wk, I was almost everyday on the stage singing and I felt great. This wk was also jam packed with activity, as I have new tuition and new activity to catch up and complete. Next wk is more worst. Labour's day is filled with 4 activities lei. So Packed lor. I'm so excited as I will be gg for Mission Trips for experiences from God. Hope I can grow more in the Lord. This Yr SOT and 2008 is an experiential r/s with God.
This week have been a very challenging week for me. On Monday, I rmb after the class I need to rush down to teach my lesson at 230pm. It was really very bad when I reach there, as I reach at 245pm and I have to teach all the way till 430 to cover the make up time. Next on Tuesday, it was slightly better. But on Wednesday, I was late 5min, yet the management make a big hoo haa and say I reach at 430pm which is 15 min late. It was really unfair for me. I felt I was being pinpoint, however I move on. On Thursday, I was late 5min too and reach at 405pm and it seems that the atm of the work is getting tenser and tenser. I felt bad and like wat to quit. On Friday, It is better, I reach early and it seems oki. Sat back to work was a tiring moment as I have been rushing in and out of work and also attending SOT classes, CG, and svc. Today I also have a fully packed activities like tuition to cover all the make up lesson I've missed last few weeks. I really leaning on God and it is no longer me who lived. I felt so discouraged this wk but in the end God still turn it ard for me thru the word share by Dr Kim, a pastor from Korea, who is the co-founder of the world largest church, Yoido Full Gospel Church. She share abt the journey with God is full of ups and downs, but the end of it is really the reward God has prepare for u to grow. So really blessed by the Word and given me the strength to end the race. SO continue in prayer for the mighty move of God.
This week is really an emotional drive for me as I struggle not juz in work but also my personal life. I heard from one of my friends who told me that S1 said I was emotionless and ppl dun wan to be near me becuz of that. It was really sad to hear this comment. I have always been trying to make ppl happy ard me though I felt discourage at times. But this comment really hit me bad as I had sometimes struggle to get over it. Still rmb this wk one of the ministering session, I was being prayed for this situation and it really came to pass. Really I was discourage but I rmb the prayer that was prayed over me when that particular bro prayed for me for words of encouragement for men may hurts but it is after all we shld press for God's encourgement... So in the end, I decided to pick myself up and carried on the journey as what Dr Kim shared with us.
Today is yet another great SOT lesson, so far it is the fourth day of sch and we had ministering almost everyday from tue till today. Tue n Wed was with Pst Derek, today was with Pst Ming. The ministering was awesome and alot of students really experienced a real move of God. From Holy laughter to crying to deliverance from bondage, struggles and more. Everyone had their personal encounter with God and experience a powerful move of God in their lives as they are being transform during this SOT period. Most of us went to struggle to get into SOT so it is not easy for some of us and it is really a testing of our faith and strengthening and equipping us for the kingdom of God. This few days of lessons and ministering really bring me to another level of knowing God more and desire for Him and yearning and yielding to Him.
This course was truly a point of references in my life as a living testimony. For those who knows me well, you all shld know the struggle I went b4 entering into SOT. Entering into SOT was a dream for me years back. I've been thru parental objection for everything related to Christianity, how I struggle thru and overcome it. I have made my commitment dated back to my secondary years to be on fire for God, now it is fulfilling. After Secondary, I wasn't able to fulfill n proceed to JC, the feeling kinda lost along the way as I was totally being stop from gg to church by my parent. But God is faithful, He kept me close to Him with the bible and holy spirit. Den I enter NS, when I promise God again that I wan to be commit back to Him. So becuz of this promise, God open ways for me and I went back to Church with no difficulties. Praise God for that!!! Den I started to be stronger. After NS, I started working. At first I enter into the wrong job and it rob away my time for God... I become very sad as my desire is really for Him, so after much struggles, I stood up and quit that job and put my trust in God and change job. It was a tough decision and this happen last yr where I job hop a few times before decided to go into teaching line which I always good at. So God does His miracles in my life so much that I can't denies His presence in my life.
Still rmb how I decided to sign for SOT this yr. Actually I've promise God to sign up for SOT this yr no matter wat had happen during last yr after my transition from job hopping. So this yr one of the svc where Pst Tan start to challenges us to go for SOT. I was like praying to God maybe next yr den I go as I now working full time in a tuition center and wun have time for it. But God instantly reply tt I shld go "NOW". Den I was dishearten as I finally get myself stable in a job, but God reminded me of the promise I made to Him, tt gives me the conviction to trust in Him and sign for SOT. God remind me tt if I were to not go this yr, it will be harder next yr and the yrs to come as there is always no convenience time. So I really step out by faith and trust in Him. So I went thru the struggle in breaking the news to my boss and God's favour really poured over my life and my boss gives the green light. SO I was truly grateful in God's word and obedience to His word. Den I was even challenges to ask one of the CG members to go to and she also went thru the same struggle as me, but she emerges victoriously. So I really thanks God for the open doorways in our lives. It is really when u rely on His strength, He can make all things possible. Glorifies God for tt!!!
So at the end of this course, I really want to see myself rising to a position that will make a differences and impact in my life and also the people ard me and be a great blessings. I wish I can also learned as much as I can during this five months course and wish my spiritual fruits can be birth forth and mature and be renewed and transform at the end of the days able to stand for my faith and also to share it ard with others. SOT, here I am, really for the mighty move of God and a strong anointing to be poured into my life and the people who avails themselves for SOT.
Jia you all SOT students for this yr 08, May God bless and anoint you for His kingdom purpose.
I am go happy!!! Finally a SOT student in CHBTC!!! Dreams finally come true. Ytd had a wonderful orientation with my team.
Our Team is "VISION 7" Our Cheer is " V.I.S.I.O.N 7. We have the vision, power and the strength. Faith to overcome all the rest. Going all the way to finish the race. Yeah 7! " Our Motto is "Passion for our Vision"
Ytd, Ailin,Natalia and me meet at 630am to head to Jurong West Church to gather for our SOT orientation day. We were all so excited for it. Upon reaching the Church, we were discussing whether we will be in the same team anot. Reach the Church at ard 730am, we look for our card and wait to be registered at 8am. When the clock strike, we quickly take our card and started to take picture and get ready for the briefing. We also found out to be in the same team!!! Praise God. At 9am, we gathering for a briefing and also for a good morning short Praise and Worship. After the P&W, we were asked to gather in our team and get to know each other and build the bond. Abt 10mins later after gathering, we started off the First Game which is to buy 20 items below $10. With the quick-witted mind, I was thinking of all the possible free items instead of buying the items. So we manage to the the items and went back to Church to start off the game for the rest of the days.
We had a wonderful time starting from Jurong West Church Premise. First stop to Chinese Garden. Over there we played "Scissors Paper Stone". Though we lost, we are forfeited to use gel to put on our hair. I had all on my hair to finish off fast. Next stop to Riverwalk. Play Snakes & Ladders. We finish very fast and win. However to identify the pit stop for Riverwalk was taking abit of time as we are unsure where to find the game masters. Next stop we head to Kembangan and play human carriers. We won again den head to Paya Lebar. We walk ard the old church premise [Hollywood Threatre] den had a bowl of ice kachang. Den we head to Expo. Play captain ball. Den we lost. To everyone's disappointment, I said goodbye to them as I need to head to work. How I wish I can follow them to the last checkpoint and end the dinner with them. But due to work commitment den no choice. Yet I really glad with my team mates. Three cheer for them. Hip Hip Hurray (x3)!!! We really had a great bonding session together.
Today is our first lesson for local students. In the morning, we had a wonderful session with Pst Derek and ministering. I was great and fantastic. Follow that, we have a break and start with Foundation Truths II(FT2) Lesson 1 & 3. After the lesson, I have to rush down to workplace and start work. Today seems a great day. I'm looking forward for more in times to come.
Hoping to see my team members tmr!!! Team 7 Yeah!!! Vision 7!!!
It have been a week since I last updates about myself on Blog. So many things happen this wk. It is sad and yet in the end God turn my life ard with a great blessing in the end. After a great Easter Celebration with my frens and CG members. I was awaiting for my calling to go for water baptism on 30 Mar. I was getting ready buying new clothes and pants for these occasion and also celebrate my Father's Birthday which happen to be on Easter Sunday. All was gg on well, nth to expect a bad thing befall my family. On Mon, when I was back at work, all was great with the blessing of God overwhelm me, the days continue well till Tuesday.
A tragedy happen, My grandpa passed away on Tuesday night when I reached home from work. It was saddening but I was at that point emotionless. No idea wat to do next. The first thing next was to quickly inform my ESSS & Tuition Center abt the situation tt I can't go to work. But to my next surprise was that the tuition center can't approve my leave totally as there is shortage of teachers, so in the end I still need to go to work, it is a source of relaxing myself in these tense situation. So the funeral preparation go on from Tuesday night all the way to Saturday where the cremation took place. I have been trying to hide my tears for the first few days but on the last days I juz cry buckets of water. The funeral was all well till we were back at my grandpa's house where my father kinda quarrel with my uncle over some money matter, so it made an awkward situation after tt.
Well, it is time to move on as usual. So I had a good rest on Saturday night. Was struggling whether to go for Water Baptism after the funeral was a tough decision to make. But in the end, as my desire for God is so strong, I decided to go for it amidst all the depression. So Ytd I went for my water baptism. It was a great experience. I was so hype up and excited that I was like a child receive a prize for no apparent reason, the joy of the Lord is really my strength at that point of time. I still remember when I step into the pool, I was like can't wait for the pastor's hand to be laid on me. When the Pst said: "Jonathan Teo, I baptise you in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit!" and then immerse me into the water, I really feel the peace of God overwhelm me. It was a wonderful experience once in a lifetime. I really encourage those who wan it shld go for it asap as it is an experience u wun wan to miss. After the baptism, I went for svc. I really feel the difference in me as I was like the very first time I was back in church, jumping and praising God with supernatural strength, singing out loud and really enjoying the presence of God. I will say that God's calling in my life was really fulfilled with my obedience in His word. Praise God & Amen!!!
Finally the March holiday is over, school has started and I'm back in ESSS again. Wondering wat had happen over the holiday. Reflecting back at it, my parent went for an overseas trip to China, the whole house only left the three oldest siblings which is myself and my two eldest youngest sister. When parents are away, we are literally exploring all possibilities of rebellion but yet most of us turned out to be super guai and go home daily except for a few occasion where me and my second sister din go home and stay over our frens' house. But this holiday wasn't much a holiday for me as I was still busy working at the tuition centre as lesson is still as per normal. It is quite tiring to see everyone relaxing while I still working but at least I have a moment of rest from nagging and breeze thru the holiday with work and play. I notice I went to gym more during this wk as more free time to gym. I also went for a jazz class and my usual step classes. It is really interesting in attending the classes. The jazz teacher commented that I was quite a fast learner as I was new to those dance steps. I was so thrilled. I also mange to gain enough rest during these holiday as I can slp all the way to 12pm b4 waking up for work.
Lets talk abt wat my parents bought during their trips when they were back on sat night. To my surprise, they bought a lot of branded sports wear at super cheap prices and I have my fair share of some of the collections. My mum also get me a Nike formal shirt and 2 belts. The following picture is wat I got.
Praise Report:Rmb a few wks back, I was asking for your prayer for me to go for SOT!!! It is finally prayer answer as my tuition centre boss gave the "ok" permission for me to go for the course without any pay cut. Really thank God for tt!!! Amen & Amen!!!
Now I can't wait for SOT to start at Apr 7, water baptism on Mar 30 and also this coming Friday Easter celebration. Hoping for a mighty move of God. This coming Easter our church have a total of 12 English svc with 8 other services. The following link is to the website Easter
This wk is a wk of tiredness and anger at times... So many things happen, this morning my mum get abit naggy as she is gg for a holiday soon and busy preparing and getting paranoid over this and that. She started to blame me for not taking care of myself where I was like thinking "WHAT?" Next is that this wk in ESSS the student are getting abit overboard after a mth with them. They start to climb over my head and but good in a sense that I manage to control them back with talking them out rather den those typical punishment... In tuition center, some students also start to get abit more and more chatty, and I start to get abit more agitated...
Somehow or another, I am easily trigger this wk... Lord, I prayed for more patience and tolerance with the students and also in my life...
I also hoped to be more rooted in the Word of God and also get water baptised this year. Aim for the year. I also wish to be able to spend more time with my frens and family. Miss the time of fellowships.
Getting less and less enthusiatic on PE lesson with the 3T1, it is like teaching a group of pri 3 kids. Why can't they listen to instructions? At least the 1T1, 2T1 & 4T1 behave more den them la. Though they may be problematic at times but at least they know how to respect teachers and listen to instructions but the 3T1 guys especially the malays are all defiant butch of ppl... Can't really stand them... Some of my fav classes though they may not be good batch of students but at least they have the least attitude of respect to teachers. How I wish I can brainwash all their minds and input the right values in them. Teachers are not easy task but I think God have His ways in us, to put us out there to test and modify us so that we can be an example and role model to these students and hopefully we can change them.
Two months of relief teaching is coming to an end and I felt the sense of attachment and belonging to the school. Though I may not approve some of the attitudes the students portray, but I can only pray I can change them one at a time and in times to come all of them for a better person.
Today was a good day to begin with. Dun know why I was just feeling very good for the day and I feel at ease... Start the day with a bad quarrel between my dad and mum when I woke up this morning... It is about money issue again. My third sis bank account is running low and my mum was complaining her when she in the end found out tt my father have been borrowng money from her. Den knowing the truth, my mum confronted my father and they started quarrelling... As I was in a rush to sch this morning, so I only manage to see the commotion and did nth much and went to school.
In school, everything so far was smooth... I was initially quite stress up as I was gg to teach rise lesson to my form class alone with supervision from superior. It was quite scary, yet however, everything in class went smoothly... I was able to deliver the points clearly with good illustration and the superior at the end of the lesson praise me for the good effort made and say my illustration and example was good and clear cut... Thanks God for the anointing!!! Today rise lesson is about teamwork, so I happened to share my experience and also wat I have learnt in church and apply them in the class. So the sharing is good and the class also manage to behave themselves for the second time as I conducted the lesson. Hope my lesson benefited them in their future and that they know wat to apply on what they have learnt from me today...
Was being ask to blog and update my blog... I have been busy lately with CNY visitation and school work to the point that I din blog for a long time. I am sad that I can't blog and have been trying to find opportunity to do so. Finally here I am, blogging and updating my blog.
So far this yr have been a interesting yr especially in my spiritual aspect of my life. Was listening to some of my Cell Grp Members telling me how they faced life challenges and also being able to encourage them thru my testimonies was really a great privillege. But one things sadden me the most is that, ppl always qns the problem when there is no problem to the "problem". For example, non-christian always asked "Why do christian have to tithe and give offering?" But the reason is simply as why do buddist or taoist give money to their temples. The basic line behind tt is because we love the house of God , that is why we want to contribute to the building of God's House. It is often said, You cannot love without giving! It is always a challenge to stay in Christian Faith, but it is always sth that build us Christian as who we are in God's eyes. Cuz it is not the understanding of mere men tt complains about us or see us but it is really how God sees thru the heart of men. Wat we do, got to be a reflection from the bottom of our heart and not hypocritical. Juz like when we forgive s1, we also need to show it thru action and not juz simply saying it. It got to be geniune. IT is important we have confidence in ourselves and progress for the better. We need to apply what we learnt in order to bring out the success of what we learned.
Everyone knows that the mind is the command center of the body but how many of u know that without the heart pumping, the mind is almost dead. So what does it mean to keep ur heart alive? It is to really keeping your emotion sound and not shut down. We got to have heart in everything we do. It is important to stay connect with the people ard us. A sentence that uses the starting letter of the word HEART: Having Everyone All Reaching Together. It is like teamwork, you need every coordination to be able to function properly. So it is impt we treat everyone with respect and work together. "Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm" Winston Churchill. We shld nva give up but continue pressing on.