This week have been a very challenging week for me. On Monday, I rmb after the class I need to rush down to teach my lesson at 230pm. It was really very bad when I reach there, as I reach at 245pm and I have to teach all the way till 430 to cover the make up time. Next on Tuesday, it was slightly better. But on Wednesday, I was late 5min, yet the management make a big hoo haa and say I reach at 430pm which is 15 min late. It was really unfair for me. I felt I was being pinpoint, however I move on. On Thursday, I was late 5min too and reach at 405pm and it seems that the atm of the work is getting tenser and tenser. I felt bad and like wat to quit. On Friday, It is better, I reach early and it seems oki. Sat back to work was a tiring moment as I have been rushing in and out of work and also attending SOT classes, CG, and svc. Today I also have a fully packed activities like tuition to cover all the make up lesson I've missed last few weeks. I really leaning on God and it is no longer me who lived. I felt so discouraged this wk but in the end God still turn it ard for me thru the word share by Dr Kim, a pastor from Korea, who is the co-founder of the world largest church, Yoido Full Gospel Church. She share abt the journey with God is full of ups and downs, but the end of it is really the reward God has prepare for u to grow. So really blessed by the Word and given me the strength to end the race. SO continue in prayer for the mighty move of God. Labels: Updates
This week is really an emotional drive for me as I struggle not juz in work but also my personal life. I heard from one of my friends who told me that S1 said I was emotionless and ppl dun wan to be near me becuz of that. It was really sad to hear this comment. I have always been trying to make ppl happy ard me though I felt discourage at times. But this comment really hit me bad as I had sometimes struggle to get over it. Still rmb this wk one of the ministering session, I was being prayed for this situation and it really came to pass. Really I was discourage but I rmb the prayer that was prayed over me when that particular bro prayed for me for words of encouragement for men may hurts but it is after all we shld press for God's encourgement... So in the end, I decided to pick myself up and carried on the journey as what Dr Kim shared with us.