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A mess up life yet was blessed by God!

I was truly amazed at how God can work in your messed up life. I was kinda feeling sad and lonely lately of all the things happen in my life. I was chased out of house on Mon night and live a life of wat I always wanted to be out of the house. Den in the end I was kinda psycho back home cuz of my grandma's advice and my mum giving in to me. It happen due to my absence at home lately and the matter was a small matter which was being blown out of control due to selfishness of the family. I was with my sisters playing bball at our void deck with frens, however in the end after the games I sort of invite my frens over to wash themselves up which make my mum angry for no apparent reason, so in the end due to these matter I was chase out of house which I feel was stupid, so I really make it a point to leave n no coming back initially as it mean real freedom for me. Den in the end, my mum engage my grandma to talk to me n get me back home. After much talking and my mum kinda give in den I return home the next day. Things started to change but still tension is in the air. But was glad tt God have kept me well enough.

Nth much happen much since den, so today (fri), in the afternoon I arrange a window shopping at orchard with some of the cell grp members like Eileen Chia, Huan Li, Thomas and Natelie. It was cool as we shop the whole of Far East Plaza, den we went to Library @ Orchard den to Heeren. It was a fruitful day spent though our initial plan was to go Sentosa for Beach Volleyball but was cancelled due to underwhelming response. I was really dishearten but in the end the shopping make me feel so grateful tt we explore Orchard and also spend time with closed frens tt is making an impact in our life. Really thank them for the time spend together. After shopping, we head down to BK's house for CG. Though today wasn't much on preaching, but we learn abt how to win soul tt make us wise, and also how to lose soul which makes us dumb. The sharing was really good and it makes me reflect alot of my life tt is currently messed up. Today a Word from God speak to me tt though I have suffer much, but in Him I can find rest and peace. It was so heartening as these words come juz in times to heal my brokenhearted.

After CG, I was suppose to meet a grp of frens for Game at Bugis but was late. It was like I make empty promises to them and I feel kinda bad enough. Den another fren den ask me for clubbing, initially dun feel like gg but was feeling bad to reject it and in the end went ahead. It turn out to be more disastrous as thing wasn't on my side of the day, I start to feel more guilt and dishearten to go. It seems like I shld have went home n not go there to feel all the thing happen there. In the end, I left early and along the way though I dun feel good at all, I started to sing praises and worship to God. It really helps as I started to feel comfort from the Lord as He really encourages me. So I really thank Him for the sharing in CG and also HIs peace tt lives in me. Praise God and Amen for a wonderful person like Jesus to be in my Life. Having Him is like u dun really need to have others' love as Jesus' Love is more than enough for satisfaction.

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A mess up life yet was blessed by God!